right sorry but you may get bored in about 2minutes flat but bear with me need loads of advice and help or anyone that can relate whoose going through the same things etc also not best speller and grammer person in the world.. right here goes
i was diagonsed with type 1 diabetes at the age of 13 (i'm 28 now) didnt have a clue what it was obvo been practically left to deal with it myself since i got it.. when i was diagonsed no one in our family had, had it before so no one really knew anything about it. surrounding the time i got it always played football since i was a nipper all ways played in my juniors and high skool team (abit after i was diagonsed when i was 15 and 16 but not much as i couldnt hack it no more), was a promising player had trials and that just before it all went pete tong before i finally collapsed downstairs and ended in a coma. anyway for weeks i was getting really tired by half time was always thristy going to toilet alot no energy being sick losing weight all the signs mum and dad who were together then had doctors out a number of times who never picked up on diabetes or even mentioned it. this went on for weeks about 2 weeks before we was due to go to spain my dad gave me 2 big bottles of lucozade to try give me some energy anyway next day i woke up feeling ok got to top of stairs then can vaguly remember something kinda weird happening then can remember being crumpled in a heap backside up legs up in air against front door then nothing. anyway i had fallen top to bottom of the stairs after collapsing then went into a diabetic coma. come round a few days later to be told i had this thing i had never heard of. long story short was in a fair few weeks holiday got cancelled came out mum n dad split about a week later before they split there reletionship had been really bad with arguements always fighting since i can always remember from me n my sis being toddlers blah blah blah.. anyway basically got left to deal with it myself had help from hospital but it never really got sorted..
for the last 15 years i havent been worlds best diabetic eating **** missing insulin never doing blood sugars missing hospital apoointments always in and out of hospital them tell me i would end up with complications used to laugh at time and say it wouldnt happen to me (now am not laughing). the last 5 years its got really bad though started about 7 year ago when my right eye got a deep laceration on it and then because my diabetes was up and down all time it got infected and then it left a huge scar smack in middle of my eye so all i can see now is like loads of haze like think fog is a mm from my vison. i need a corner garft to sort this but have to travel to london due to my diabetes being out of sorts but ive always put it off. my left eye when i did used to go to yearly eye screening was always needing that laser at back of eye thing. my usgars uded to be hi all the time but last few years are up and down all over bout 3 year ago i started going uncouncious in my sleep due to my blood sugar dropping very low in my sleep and my girlfriend was saving my life nearly everyday. id go to sleep wake up in hospital in a & e in the late afternoon or teatime after being found at like 4am in the morning sometimes abit later. i would always discharge myself. anyhow it happend once but i was fully aware what was happening i was awake but couldnt move or shout for help or anything my girlfriend had already got up so i just had to lay there honestly it scared me because i though i might have got some kind of brain damage. i just laid there till she found me eventually she did n brought me round. then a few days later it happend again she found me but my face had slanted on the right side and she thought i had a stroke so she rung ambulance tested me blood which was dangeroulsy low all i can remember is her and paramedics looking at me asking if i was ok they had been trying for some time to bring me round and had me proper against wall. i tried to treply but couldnt say anything that ad words like fs and s in it nor could i move my right arm or leg then carnt remember owt after that abit in ambulance something about a blonde bird on street who male paramedic said something about haha. anyway i properly came round said i was going discharge myself my gf and dad said i couldnt coz i couldnt use my right arm n leg said watch me moved to edge a bed my right side felt heavy and weird n boom hit floor 4 times i tried then gave up each time i hit the floor. stayed in a week because they said i should have got use back in my arm n leg soon as my sugars came back up but i didnt took two days of me hobbling up and down 5 hospital flights of stairs till it came back anyway they never found out why that happened. last year or so ive started blacking out while am awake though will be doing someything then one min someone is putting sugar down my neck or i will be awake for hours then all of a sudden come round and not known what ive done even though ive been walking round doing things normally sometimes abit confused while ive not known what have been doing according to others othertimes perfectly fine but i dont remember anything about getting up or nowt ive done etc. lost all signs of having a hypo i took my blood sugar down to 1.1 on purpose once to see when signs kicked in they didnt all thing that my gf saw was my speech went abit and i was slightly confused she said if she didnt know signs you wouldnt know lol..
anyway complications are my nerves in my feet blood circulation problems any one know anything good for nerve pain its everyday i feel ill they proper ache am on pregablin or something at min but there not working. also im suffering from ed (now am reeally embrassed lol) viagra doesnt seem to be really working from docs all though some i paid for on net did the job (ish) goin thru stage of trying diff ones at min but also am on depression tablets so its a case of trial and error on them both.. also been smoking 15 year aswell but since i decided i was going to make one last shot at trying sort everything i would stop. stopped this morning and havent had one since i woke at 6am. if anyone actually is still reading this you need a award lol..
ive probz missed loads of things but think thats it for now so i need some help and info on loads of things i know nothing about carb counting foods i should eat because i want to hit gym so need foods to build more muscle and tone up aswell as not effect my diabetes (protein powder carbs etc) best way to manage my diabetes how to make sure i remember to do my bloods and insulin and not forget them, how i can help with nerve and blood circclation problems the cough ed cough problem basically everything lol..
thanks for reading if ya havent fallen to sleep xx
i was diagonsed with type 1 diabetes at the age of 13 (i'm 28 now) didnt have a clue what it was obvo been practically left to deal with it myself since i got it.. when i was diagonsed no one in our family had, had it before so no one really knew anything about it. surrounding the time i got it always played football since i was a nipper all ways played in my juniors and high skool team (abit after i was diagonsed when i was 15 and 16 but not much as i couldnt hack it no more), was a promising player had trials and that just before it all went pete tong before i finally collapsed downstairs and ended in a coma. anyway for weeks i was getting really tired by half time was always thristy going to toilet alot no energy being sick losing weight all the signs mum and dad who were together then had doctors out a number of times who never picked up on diabetes or even mentioned it. this went on for weeks about 2 weeks before we was due to go to spain my dad gave me 2 big bottles of lucozade to try give me some energy anyway next day i woke up feeling ok got to top of stairs then can vaguly remember something kinda weird happening then can remember being crumpled in a heap backside up legs up in air against front door then nothing. anyway i had fallen top to bottom of the stairs after collapsing then went into a diabetic coma. come round a few days later to be told i had this thing i had never heard of. long story short was in a fair few weeks holiday got cancelled came out mum n dad split about a week later before they split there reletionship had been really bad with arguements always fighting since i can always remember from me n my sis being toddlers blah blah blah.. anyway basically got left to deal with it myself had help from hospital but it never really got sorted..
for the last 15 years i havent been worlds best diabetic eating **** missing insulin never doing blood sugars missing hospital apoointments always in and out of hospital them tell me i would end up with complications used to laugh at time and say it wouldnt happen to me (now am not laughing). the last 5 years its got really bad though started about 7 year ago when my right eye got a deep laceration on it and then because my diabetes was up and down all time it got infected and then it left a huge scar smack in middle of my eye so all i can see now is like loads of haze like think fog is a mm from my vison. i need a corner garft to sort this but have to travel to london due to my diabetes being out of sorts but ive always put it off. my left eye when i did used to go to yearly eye screening was always needing that laser at back of eye thing. my usgars uded to be hi all the time but last few years are up and down all over bout 3 year ago i started going uncouncious in my sleep due to my blood sugar dropping very low in my sleep and my girlfriend was saving my life nearly everyday. id go to sleep wake up in hospital in a & e in the late afternoon or teatime after being found at like 4am in the morning sometimes abit later. i would always discharge myself. anyhow it happend once but i was fully aware what was happening i was awake but couldnt move or shout for help or anything my girlfriend had already got up so i just had to lay there honestly it scared me because i though i might have got some kind of brain damage. i just laid there till she found me eventually she did n brought me round. then a few days later it happend again she found me but my face had slanted on the right side and she thought i had a stroke so she rung ambulance tested me blood which was dangeroulsy low all i can remember is her and paramedics looking at me asking if i was ok they had been trying for some time to bring me round and had me proper against wall. i tried to treply but couldnt say anything that ad words like fs and s in it nor could i move my right arm or leg then carnt remember owt after that abit in ambulance something about a blonde bird on street who male paramedic said something about haha. anyway i properly came round said i was going discharge myself my gf and dad said i couldnt coz i couldnt use my right arm n leg said watch me moved to edge a bed my right side felt heavy and weird n boom hit floor 4 times i tried then gave up each time i hit the floor. stayed in a week because they said i should have got use back in my arm n leg soon as my sugars came back up but i didnt took two days of me hobbling up and down 5 hospital flights of stairs till it came back anyway they never found out why that happened. last year or so ive started blacking out while am awake though will be doing someything then one min someone is putting sugar down my neck or i will be awake for hours then all of a sudden come round and not known what ive done even though ive been walking round doing things normally sometimes abit confused while ive not known what have been doing according to others othertimes perfectly fine but i dont remember anything about getting up or nowt ive done etc. lost all signs of having a hypo i took my blood sugar down to 1.1 on purpose once to see when signs kicked in they didnt all thing that my gf saw was my speech went abit and i was slightly confused she said if she didnt know signs you wouldnt know lol..
anyway complications are my nerves in my feet blood circulation problems any one know anything good for nerve pain its everyday i feel ill they proper ache am on pregablin or something at min but there not working. also im suffering from ed (now am reeally embrassed lol) viagra doesnt seem to be really working from docs all though some i paid for on net did the job (ish) goin thru stage of trying diff ones at min but also am on depression tablets so its a case of trial and error on them both.. also been smoking 15 year aswell but since i decided i was going to make one last shot at trying sort everything i would stop. stopped this morning and havent had one since i woke at 6am. if anyone actually is still reading this you need a award lol..
ive probz missed loads of things but think thats it for now so i need some help and info on loads of things i know nothing about carb counting foods i should eat because i want to hit gym so need foods to build more muscle and tone up aswell as not effect my diabetes (protein powder carbs etc) best way to manage my diabetes how to make sure i remember to do my bloods and insulin and not forget them, how i can help with nerve and blood circclation problems the cough ed cough problem basically everything lol..
thanks for reading if ya havent fallen to sleep xx
