Re: Diabetic and Proud!!!
Hello and a Welcome Jecky,
I love your stages of grief and denial. Mine were something like denial, denial, denial, denial and then I sat in a group of newly diagnosed and saw their denial and "I don't want to be here". I recognised myself as one of them. I already knew that my best friend alcohol, was not a friend but didn't like that someone was going to tell me that and I would have to decide if it was going to move out of my life and let me live for longer.
Sadly, I am not one of the diabetics who can have control with sugar and most traditional carbohydrates. Never did I find it written any where how much sugar I could eat in foods I have to eat. After over a year of not eating carb heavy foods I find that I don't have to and it is easier on myself and BGLs to not even try it. Hate being told what I must do so I am one of the original rebels, a re-cycled flower child (Mum wouldn't let me be one when they were all the thing in the 1960's). I get my low carb kicks these days from having Paprika Red streaks in my hair, or purple, blonde, caramel, being 3/4s of my former weight, and dumping all my medications.
My research allowed me to choose what I wanted my targets to be. It was with great joy and a lot of courage that I let go of much of the recommendations of our Health Commission's diet for diabetics and how to reduce BP, cholesterol levels etc that didn't fit with the line I chose and I tested, tested, tested. Amazed how easy it became for me.
I would advise that you choose a realistic healthy target and see what works for you because my stuff won't work for you and perhaps paprika red streaks in your hair might not be what you have dreamed of! Will be looking out for you. Take care of yourself.