Messed up FBG today but took it anyway - 7.3 so I'm disregarding it.
Got a letter from gp yesterday to get full blood work done. For some reason, I want to put it off for another two months so I give myself a chance to improve before facing a lecture from doc. This is wrong right? I am just mindful that I won't get the Opportunity to have another test in three months.
Got a headache this morning - think it's stress from work. I'm being sent on a training course one day a week for a month but apparently I'm not allowed to claim travel back, despite it being a much bigger journey. That in itself is nothing major, but added that I'm on such a ridiculous wage and work way more than my contracted hours in order to provide for the kids' needs in my classroom, it annoys me. Also my teacher is under pressure so I've been on the receiving end, despite me being more than on top of my game and going way beyond the call of duty....
Now it's the weekend and I have to tackle the house! Good exercise I suppose but I do wish my kids would be less messy...
Why are you worried if she judges you? If you don't respect or love her then her opinion doesn't matterSo I think if I go back as a failed patient, I'll be judged in some way...
I think because last time I saw her (18 months ago) we argued over my results. Hba1c was still prediabetic but because my glucose intolerance test came back at the top end of scale she said I was diabetic despite me explaining that I would be more sensitive to glucose following my long spell of low carbing....anyway we agreed I'd manage it with diet and The Expert course (which was where things started to wane with me and their stupid info).
So I think if I go back as a failed patient, I'll be judged in some way...that said however, over that near year of being off the wagon, I kept telling myself 'in three months....' But those months turned into a year.....
I really am my own worse enemy....
.there's so much blame placed on t2s that I feel totally responsible despite me being genetically predisposed.
Thanks for support guys xxx
Nerves can push bs's up ....as you were carry onSo I've done it! Bloods done, seeing diabetic nurse next Tuesday for an mot....
Thank you for making me go - it's the right thing to do!
This mornings FBG was 7.1
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