Thanks for the tags
@Pipp and
@Melgar .
And welcome to the forum,
@Astatinx85 .
First, your fear of your diagnosis being changed back to T2 again: Not going to happen.
You have the perfect labwork to prove you have autoimmune diabetes with the low insulin production and the antibodies.
Plus you ended up in DKA, much more common in T1 than in T2.
Plus you don't fit the statistical T2 profile at all because of your age and weight, but you do fit the T1 profile perfectly being young and thin.
Some doctors must have been blind to not suspect T1 the first time you presented with raised blood glucose, guidelines say T1 should be suspected with your overall profile, and definitely so when oral meds didn't do the job.
The blame you received was just plain wrong, no matter the type of diabetes you had.
Worse, they tried to blame your diet while knowing you had a pre-existing eating disorder. Have they never read a textbook on how to not deal with patients with an eating disorder?
It won't help you for me to be angry with your HCPs on your behalf so I'll stop it now, let's focus on managing your condition.
Before anyone says anything I know I shouldn't not be relieved at a permanent diagnosis but all that blame(from doctors, friends, family) it broke me.
I can completely understand you're very relieved that your not T2 after all that! Please don't apologise!
I inject insulin a lot less or not at all because in my head I'm still a type 2 diabetic and I don't need insulin. I don't know how to change this mindset
I think this is the first thing you should work on.
Your labwork proves you are T1 and produce very little insulin. The amount of insulin you produce may vary a bit in the first few years, it's normal for your insulin needs to fluctuate at the beginning. This is not a sign that you are not T1.
Non T1's produce the insulin they need, T1's don't. So we inject what our bodies would have produced otherwise as best as we can.
The only way to work out how much insulin we need is by using our meters or CGM (continuous glucose monitor). If you're going higher than you like, you've not taken as much insulin as you body would have produced if you weren't T1, and by finding patterns you can improve your dosing.
Do you use a CGM yet? It's a very useful tool to help you see that you do need the insulin, and I'd push for one if you're not on it already.
A bit more on myself, as I've been tagged by two different people because they thought my experience was relevant. We have some similarities but more differences I think, and I was a lot more lucky with my doctors than you were.
I was diagnosed with T2 at 39, almost 9 years ago. With my age and BMI of around 35 I definitely fit the T2 profile, but no-one (except for one ignorant aunt) has ever blamed me for my diabetes.
After a month on gliclazide and dietary adjustments I asked for insulin because it simply didn't do the trick. Insulin did, and I was pretty happy on it, still being labeled a T2 but having my doubts.
It wasn't until 2 years later that I asked for a referral to have my anti GAD and C-peptide tested because I wanted to be listed as a T1 if I was one. Low C-peptide cut the deal, even though my anti GAD was negative. My endo offered to test for the other antibodies but she was happy to rediagnose me on my history of needing insulin this quickly and my low C-peptide so I declined further testing.
My treatment didn't change, it had already been working well for two years.
So a similar story on diagnosis from T2 to T1, but a rather happy and supported experience for me, and a very lonely and unhappy one for you.
Nine years on, and I still don't mind diabetes much. I try to keep my numbers as normal as I can with my insulin and just go on with my life.
Are you seeing someone for your anorexia?
The combination of T1 and an eating disorder isn't easy, because to get in remission for your anorexia you'll need to try to stop focusing on how much you eat and what the exact nutritional values are in what you eat. But to get insulin dosing right you'll need to learn to adjust your doses to the amount of carbs in your food, and making those calculations are exactly the thing you're trying to avoid with anorexia.
I can imagine you could use some professional support on that front.
I'm tagging
@AndBreathe , who has experience with both diabetes and an eating disorder, but she hasn't been around much lately so not sure if she'll reply.
And like the people before me, I want to stress to not use chatgpt as a source for medical information!
There is a lot of good information to be found on the internet, but theres loads of rubbish as well, and chatgpt feeds from both. Don't trust it.
You might like to have a read of this:
https://www.diabetes.co.uk/forum/threads/5-things-any-newly-diagnosed-type-1-should-know.175425/