Astatinx85
Newbie
- Messages
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- Type of diabetes
- Type 1
- Treatment type
- Insulin
Hi I'm a newly diagnosed type 1 diabetic. I was firstly misdiagnosed as type 2.Thing is I have anorexia and was 38kg(height 160cm) so I could not accept the diagnosis for a long time. I was put on meds(metformin at first then and glicazide was added) helped for a while - a few months and then my blood sugar levels went haywire.I went back to the doctors early because my blood sugar level was (15-20) they upped my doses on both metformin and glicazide -max dose but my levels stayed the same I went back a few times but I was already on the max doses for both so they blamed my diet. There was so much blame. They decided to check my hba1c and it was 6.1 so a genius doctor told me the glucometer readings were not reliable and decided to lower my meds doses, I went back the final time as my blood sugar was so high my glucometer couldn't even give a reading. This time was different because as soon as the nurse checked my blood sugar she sent me to get tested for ketones. It was 2++ she sent me to the Er straight away and was treated for Dka. They put me on the drip and gave me insulin then sent me home. Went back the day after to get checked for ketones and I was good. Finally a doctor decided to refer me to an endo and the endo told me I had lada and tested me for auto antibodies and c peptide. C peptide was low and tested positive for 2/3 antibodies. Ngl a huge part of me was happy because everyone blamed me for the supposed type 2 diabetes. I know I should not be happy with a type 1 diagnosis but it was a relief being told it wasn't my fault. Until now I struggle part of me thinks when they retest antibodies or c peptide and it isn't in the range anymore for type 1 they would immediately change my diagnosis back to type 2 so I inject insulin a lot less or not at all because in my head I'm still a type 2 diabetic and I don't need insulin. I don't know how to change this mindset and I'm constantly asking all this stuff on chatgpt as if it gives me a peace of mind but it doesn't. So I live in a constant state of worry of them changing my diagnosis again. Before anyone says anything I know I shouldn't not be relieved at a permanent diagnosis but all that blame(from doctors, friends, family) it broke me. My anorexia had labelled me a failure as I spent 10+ years depriving my body of food just to be diagnosed a type 2 diabetic so forgive me. I don't know what I want but I know I need help.