howmuch
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- Messages
- 3
- Location
- Derbyshire
- Type of diabetes
- Type 2
- Treatment type
- Tablets (oral)
- Dislikes
- Being told what to do
Don't take your own life, it is not just you that is directly effected. Having diabetes is not the end of the world, it is a new beginning, but a more difficult path to follow. All diabetics will experience depression at some time in our lives, it is part and parcel of living with a chronic life long illness.Hi I'm Owen I'm 39 years old i live in the UK near Derby I was diagnosed with Type 2 in November 2014 but as a typical man I didn't really do anything about it i was then put on medication i started to take it then stoped as i had other personal problems come up each time i get my hba1c checked its been going up Feb this year it was 8.5% then June was 8.7% and been told that if i carry on as i am i will become very ill. I was diagnosed with depression end of last year and they think this may not be helping me was given medication and was starting to want to sort my diabetes out then at the beginning of May 2017 my wife left me and took the kids with her and not seen much of them since I'm now at rock bottom i have felt like committing suicide i even sat on my bed with all my medication and was going to take the lot but i dont no what stopped me but something did. I went and saw my doctor about these thoughts and I'm now seeing him. Twice a week and he gave me some diazepam to try and help which it dose seem to whe i have those thoughts. I now want to try and get my diabetes under control but not sure where I'm going to start as I'm still feeling really down.
Any help and advice would be much appreciated.
Owen
Don't take your own life, it is not just you that is directly effected. Having diabetes is not the end of the world, it is a new beginning, but a more difficult path to follow. All diabetics will experience depression at some time in our lives, it is part and parcel of living with a chronic life long illness.
I gather that you are on oral medications, that akes it easier for you. I was put on insulin from the day of my diagnosis. 12 years later, one change of insulin and 5 reviews, I am now on bolus and basal injections 4-5 times a day. I feel for you, your frustration and anger. All of us on the forum know and understand this. Do not stop taking the medications, it is paramount that you keep your diabetes under control. You don't have to this alone. As a side note - be careful of diazepam as it can be habit forming. I wish you well on your journey.
It wasn't to do with the diabetes that i wanted to take my own life it was when my wife left with the kids. And my depression i think has been there for years as had a lot of money problems and other things too. I have to say ive been taking most of my medication except the metaformin. I want to get my diabetes under control now so i can start feeling better in myself and get my hba1c down I'm finding it hard now my wife's left as i have no one else around me to help. And i no diazepam can be habit forming the dr gave me 14 tablets and there the lowest dose and i only take them when i really feel like taking my owe life.
hey dear howmuch stay here in this forum where you can get som advice and support from all of us, I tell you you can gain control, and it actually don´t have to take very long time to get that. and if you learn to follow the low carb eating style you can become healthy and also fit and maybe also get rid of your depression, it is also important to move a bit every day as it helps your blood glucose lower ad also help insuline resistance which is very high in type 2 diabetics usually ... we are really many here that have gained control and also a lot that are in remision...Hi I'm Owen I'm 39 years old i live in the UK near Derby I was diagnosed with Type 2 in November 2014 but as a typical man I didn't really do anything about it i was then put on medication i started to take it then stoped as i had other personal problems come up each time i get my hba1c checked its been going up Feb this year it was 8.5% then June was 8.7% and been told that if i carry on as i am i will become very ill. I was diagnosed with depression end of last year and they think this may not be helping me was given medication and was starting to want to sort my diabetes out then at the beginning of May 2017 my wife left me and took the kids with her and not seen much of them since I'm now at rock bottom i have felt like committing suicide i even sat on my bed with all my medication and was going to take the lot but i dont no what stopped me but something did. I went and saw my doctor about these thoughts and I'm now seeing him. Twice a week and he gave me some diazepam to try and help which it dose seem to whe i have those thoughts. I now want to try and get my diabetes under control but not sure where I'm going to start as I'm still feeling really down.
Any help and advice would be much appreciated.
Owen
Thank you all for your kind words. I would like to monitor my BG but my doctors say i don't need to test my BG ive argued with my GP and the diabetic nurse but they wont prescribed a meter and test strips and i cant afford to buy any as I'm on benefits if anyone can recommend where i can get cheep ones from would be good.
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