I think you need to check back with your doctor for your own healths sake or ask to see a diabetic team ? but a really good book you may to wish to find on ebay would be 'the diabetes diet' or 'diabetes solution' by Dr Richard Bernstein . This is by a man who is diabetic and was believed to be one of the 1st people to monitor blood glucose levels in 1969. He changed career and trained to become a Dr aged 45 because he found by monitoring his glucose levels after eating what foods maintained even control and he wanted to promote his findings. . He is an inspiration and I think his no nonsense , medical and personal approach bein a diabetic may be helpful to you , he is now in his late 70's living longer than normal T1 diabetics do.
http://www.diabetes-book.com/readit.shtml
Another book you may find helpful is 'pig to twig' a humorous book about low carb dieting,based on the many low carb diets out there ...
And you know I hear you, I am fat a T2 on insulin with PCOS and a few other things, I have no will power; love food; am always cooking; due to ill health its hard for me to exercise at all ; insulin resistant and so on
BUT I take my medication because I have high blood pressure and recently had a TIA , it can happen to anyone I know but diabetes ups the risk, my HBA1C is under such tight control its never been above 6.2 and that was after advice to relax a bit as it was normally 5.9 , so look after yourself and good luck and yopu've given me renewed enthusiasm to try again
http://www.diabetes-book.com/readit.shtml
Another book you may find helpful is 'pig to twig' a humorous book about low carb dieting,based on the many low carb diets out there ...
And you know I hear you, I am fat a T2 on insulin with PCOS and a few other things, I have no will power; love food; am always cooking; due to ill health its hard for me to exercise at all ; insulin resistant and so on
BUT I take my medication because I have high blood pressure and recently had a TIA , it can happen to anyone I know but diabetes ups the risk, my HBA1C is under such tight control its never been above 6.2 and that was after advice to relax a bit as it was normally 5.9 , so look after yourself and good luck and yopu've given me renewed enthusiasm to try again