Hi to whoever reads this. I'm a 27 year old mother to the most fantastic girly living in Scotland. I was hospitalised at the start of the with severe dka and diagnosed as type 1. I'm struggling to come to terms with the prospect of it all combined with a series of unfortunate events I'm feeling pretty ****** about it all. I really have no one to turn to for support any family are kind of 'just snap out of it' people. I can't help but keep on thinking why me?! How do I manage to do this for the rest of my life.