I have been diagnosed with type 2 diabetes since 28th Feb 2014, its been an up and down sort of ride, lots of downs, some ups , and I want to really understand and get to grips with the calories, carbs etc intake, I bought a diabetes log book, and fitness book my first day using it tomorrow, im going to be completely honest with myself, no one has to tell me this could kill me, I am the only one who can make the changes that will stop this from causing ir-reversible damage, its already there, I cant change it and not be diabetic anymore , but what I can do is not make it worse , than it already is, I stress over the littlest of things , work , home and food has always been the fallback, im trying to find a new fallback, has anyone got any idea what kind of intake we should eat a day, I get my 6th month blood test result tomorrow from my nurse she knows I have a big battle with my food habits so isn't expecting it to be a lot lower but is hoping it will be . When diagnosed it was 88 she is hoping it will 75 tomorrow, as long as it in the right direction, it will be good news, for me tomorrow will be a new me, back to blood checks after and before meals and writing down calories etc intake and food and exercise, I can make a stand and stop feeling that im always the victim, always the one forgotten about and always the one who isn't good enough, clearly small steps will be needed but I will not be defeated. Fingers crossed for tomorrow