I know what you mean!
My last place of employment tried to sack me because of my poor attendance (even though I was off for a month because of a car accident that was at work)
I really had to fight my corner to keep my job and I took loads of evidence in with me to prove that I was protected and they couldn't sack me.
Less than a year later they found something else to sack me for because they wanted me out.
What I'm trying to say is you're not the only one that feels like this. Take the time you need to recover, long times off sick look better than lots of little ones apparently so make sure you're 100% better before you return.
Hope you feel better very soon!
Indiana x
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