I've let my diabetes get out of control, I've had type 2 for 40years and for the last 4 months I've not bothered. Today I got a rude awakening as the Dr said my sugar levels are the highest he's seen and has basically given me a good telling off changed my meds, sending me for scans etc. I have a child with complex needs that overtake everything some days. I'm getting depressed with myself! I'm probably just ranting but how does everyone motivate themselves? X