Has anyone else experienced paranoia or anxiety symptoms with diabetes? It’s getting to much now... anyone know what the doctors will do?
I think pretty much all of us have had anxieties about it, Dale!
The worry about complications is the big one. It really worried me when I was first dx'd - complications seemed almost inevitable.
You've got all these docs saying the risk of this, that and the next thing is so much higher with T1, no wonder we worry about it.
But statistical risk is one thing, actual results are another. For other reasons, I was recently looking at the Scottish Diabetes Survey
http://www.diabetesinscotland.org.uk/Publications.aspx?catId=3
The thing which surprised me was that even though the statistical risks say we're all doomed, the number of people who actually end up with serious complications is pretty small - in most cases, it's around 1 or 2 per cent of the total T1 population.
Or even less - one of the numbers in the Survey is that, out of a current 30,000 T1s in Scotland and all the others before since records began, there's 17 blind people. That's not a lot, and a testament to how effective our yearly eye screenings are.
Let's be hard but fair here - I think that a lot of the people who have complications are people who've just not bothered and think it's ok to run about in the 20s because they, "feel ok and don't get hypos".
Passage of time helps a lot. I'm 30 yrs in and am doing ok, no complications. I've not lived like a monk in those years - plenty of beers and eating out - but have tried to pay a bit of attention to levels.
I think I was anxious in the early years, but it's now more of a healthy respect - complications can kill, but I know how to keep myself generally in range, I've got this far without any difficulties, so I'm looking ok for the next 20 or 30 yrs.
Easy for me to say that after doing it for 30 yrs, but I say it because, if you're still finding your way in this, the chances are your anxieties will fade as time goes by if you pay attention to levels, get decent a1cs, good retinopathy screens.
All the evidence shows that if you pay attention to levels, you've not got a guarantee, but you've got a damned high chance of avoiding complications.
That's the long term picture. The shorter term picture is anxiety about hypos.
Sure, they're an acute medical problem which require immediate attention, but for someone like you, who, from your avatar pic, seem to be in your twenties/thirties, the chances of dying from a hypo are extreeeeemely small, fraction of a percent.
If you've taken a modest amount of insulin, it'll wear out after 5 hours max, and your liver will start kicking glucose out to lift you.
I've had some pretty lousy hypos in past years, mainly attributable to staying out on the lash till 3am during the Edinburgh Festival, but I've not died.
I had a few bad runs where I've been worried about going to sleep, but I'm still here.
I've cheated a bit over the last year: got a libre with a transmitter on top which bluetooths readings every 5 mins to my phone, phone rings if I drop below 4.3. Used to be anxious about hypos, but now I'm not, because my phone will wake me.
There's a million and one reasons to be anxious about T1, all perfectly understandable. Some of them can be kicked into touch by looking at the statistics, some can be sorted with some bling technology. They can all be sorted.