KerryElizabeth003
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Hi everyone,
I just got a huge shock. An hour and half ago I was supposed to get my blood results back from a general check up and everything was supposed to be fine but to the doctor's and my surprise, I probably have diabetes. Probably type 1 I assume. We're doing the test again tomorrow and though I'm hoping for a ridiculous lab error I've already begun mourning in the comfort of a Starbucks behind a lactose-free grande caramel macchiato with two sugars that curiously tastes like my own tears and snot. Must complain to management about that.
In any case, I'm obviously terrified and I must be in shock because I can't stop crying even though I don't know exactly why. This could be a mistake. If it's not, for a 34 year old woman who's quite trim and slim, who just started weight training to lower her high BP, and has changed her diet just a couple if weeks ago, should be able to manage well enough. So why do I feel like a countdown to my premature painful death just started?
I just need people who know, who've been here to tell me, to reassure me, it's going to be ok.
Kerry
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I just got a huge shock. An hour and half ago I was supposed to get my blood results back from a general check up and everything was supposed to be fine but to the doctor's and my surprise, I probably have diabetes. Probably type 1 I assume. We're doing the test again tomorrow and though I'm hoping for a ridiculous lab error I've already begun mourning in the comfort of a Starbucks behind a lactose-free grande caramel macchiato with two sugars that curiously tastes like my own tears and snot. Must complain to management about that.
In any case, I'm obviously terrified and I must be in shock because I can't stop crying even though I don't know exactly why. This could be a mistake. If it's not, for a 34 year old woman who's quite trim and slim, who just started weight training to lower her high BP, and has changed her diet just a couple if weeks ago, should be able to manage well enough. So why do I feel like a countdown to my premature painful death just started?
I just need people who know, who've been here to tell me, to reassure me, it's going to be ok.
Kerry
Sent from my D6603 using Diabetes.co.uk Forum mobile app