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Really down...losing my mind

I no just how you feel,some days when I go out I feel that talking to people is the hardest thing out.,I've had problems with my pills has I'm not sleeping.then we had to adjust to medication. Then I find out I had 4 tumours removed from my stomach,but I've been told life gets better,,but talking on here to folk is easy and comforting. I've been talking to a guy on here who help me I really appreciate the time he gives
 

Forgive me all if I haven't replied correctly as I have never posted before. It might be an idea to have your vitamin D levels checked out as very low levels can cause a lot of problems. I am in the UK and was diagnosed T2 in May 2015. However since 2011 I had started suffering from the same feelings of a cotton wool brain, unable to choose the correct words when talking, forgetting what I was doing, where I had put things, feeling out of control, desperately tired, very depressed, tearful, angry, anxious and often did not want to leave the house or be with other people. I eventually gave up working in a high stress role and driving in 2013 as I couldn't cope with either. I was diagnosed with under active thyroid in 2014 and given levothyroxine but I didn't improve. I was then diagnosed as depressed and given the medication mentioned earlier beginning with C, but that made me feel like a zombie so I stop it. It was around this time (May 2015) that I was diagnosed T2 HBA1C 48. I was taken off the Levothyroxine by a endo consultant as my tests showed I was only borderline (?). I am female (aged 53 now) 5'6" tall and weighed 92kg in May 2015. I was given a BG testing kit and had everything explained to me by a nurse at the surgery and was told to do the standard LF starchy carbs with each meal programme. I had already been following this for years thinking I was being healthy! I went on this and other sites, looked at various options for diet and started reducing my starchy carbs and cut out the few sugars I was eating ie fresh fruit and fruit juices the occasional dessert etc. I was still very tired so after further blood tests my GP diagnosed me with very low Vitamin D and put me on a 3 month course of Fultium-D 3,200 IU capsules. Since taking these tablets the symptoms I have had since 2011 have reduced significantly. I have also dropped my weight to 78.9kg and my HBA1C after Xmas was 39.
 
Hi shady twist I'm very much the the same I forget things and can't hold a conversation which like you again makes my anxiety and depression run wild I was told I'm not allowed to drive as I have started to putting my foot on the accelerator really heavy I can't stop doing this I told my doctor this and then I got a letter saying I can not drive.
I also get constant ringing sensation in ears 24/7 which I don't understand why being tested for this anyone have similar ???
 
I had very similar symptoms. I'd have a meeting in the meeting room to plan work and by the time I got back to my desk it felt like it happened 3 weeks ago - the structures / pictures you form when making mental notes had evaporated. As I have progressed through different types of treatment this has improved - I'm now on basal bolus (novamix rapid and Lantus) and feel like I am becoming my old self again. Shame I had to become redundant in the meantime.
My research pointed me here - towards problems with the hippocampus. http://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pubmed/25673447
Please feel free to share though, as I had a long period where my memory felt like a broken jigsaw: long term memories felt as though they had been recorded under another mood - one I could no longer feel and so the memories were even more unfamiliar.
 
You need to stop driving , that's for sure, before you kill yourself or some completely innocent driver. What you are doing is highly illegal.
 
@Shady-Twist That sounds horrible. No wonder you're feeling down.

I would see your GP and ask for a good general health check to discover the cause of this.

If you feel it's affecting your driving, then I'd put driving on hold until you have some answers, and hopefully a solution.

Take care and let us know how you get on.
 
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