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I know I have posted a lot about retinopathy lately, and I am having a vitrectomy soon which I hope will resolve my problems for now - BUT - I am really scared that no matter what I do it will come back, either in the left eye or in the right eye which is currently stable.
I just feel that this illness is vicious and unpredictable.
Just six months ago my left eye was my good eye with only moderate non prolific retinopathy - then it went haywire, new vessels all over the place, four sessions of laser and all for nowt (although it may well be in a worse state had I not had any laser). Now my right eye, which had had some laser previously, is the good eye.
The right eye is being good for now, but has had 3 sessions of laser, and who's to say it won't follow lefty on a path of destruction in the months or years to come?
I know no one can give me any guarantees, but I am scared that nothing I or the doctors can do will really stop the retinopathy from getting a hold again, even if the vitrectomy is an initial success, and it will only be a matter of time til I'm back where I started.
I know I have to keep my bg's good (my bp has always been ok and i'm on a statin for cholesterol), but what if that isn't enough?
Anyone have success stories of stabilisation after advanced PDR?
I just feel that this illness is vicious and unpredictable.
Just six months ago my left eye was my good eye with only moderate non prolific retinopathy - then it went haywire, new vessels all over the place, four sessions of laser and all for nowt (although it may well be in a worse state had I not had any laser). Now my right eye, which had had some laser previously, is the good eye.
The right eye is being good for now, but has had 3 sessions of laser, and who's to say it won't follow lefty on a path of destruction in the months or years to come?
I know no one can give me any guarantees, but I am scared that nothing I or the doctors can do will really stop the retinopathy from getting a hold again, even if the vitrectomy is an initial success, and it will only be a matter of time til I'm back where I started.
I know I have to keep my bg's good (my bp has always been ok and i'm on a statin for cholesterol), but what if that isn't enough?
Anyone have success stories of stabilisation after advanced PDR?