Thanks to each and everyone of you who has took the time to comment, it is very much appreciated, more than you will know. Thinking about it my wife and I have been through the mill a bit over the last few years (could write a book on life long conditions) it may well be the fact that I am suffering a bit with stress (understatement
) when my wife was first diagnosed with her illness it was a very dark period of our marriage, in and out of hospital and lots and lots of midnight dashes to hospital, my BS was literally all over the place, didn't know what stable was, now she has been suffering through a really bad run (not knowing is the worst part, hospital or not) I think this is the culprit of my feelings of I've has enough or oh here we go again!!
if I remember rightly I was ever so slightly stressed then. I'm also feeling incredibly guilty that I'm feeling like this when my wife is going through a worse time than me. I will be speaking to my DNS tomorrow so I can hopefully try and get my head back in the game, as we all know with diabetes we cant do anything else it is just so overwhelming at the moment.
So again thank you to every one for listening to me ramble on
Merry Christmas to every one
) when my wife was first diagnosed with her illness it was a very dark period of our marriage, in and out of hospital and lots and lots of midnight dashes to hospital, my BS was literally all over the place, didn't know what stable was, now she has been suffering through a really bad run (not knowing is the worst part, hospital or not) I think this is the culprit of my feelings of I've has enough or oh here we go again!!if I remember rightly I was ever so slightly stressed then. I'm also feeling incredibly guilty that I'm feeling like this when my wife is going through a worse time than me. I will be speaking to my DNS tomorrow so I can hopefully try and get my head back in the game, as we all know with diabetes we cant do anything else it is just so overwhelming at the moment.
So again thank you to every one for listening to me ramble on
Merry Christmas to every one
