So damned tired...

[leslie10152]

I am so ill and exhausted, making great strides on the job but feeling like all I want is to melt into the Earth and exist no more.

 

[Guzzler]

There is an old adage that strikes me as pertinent here. It is 'Work to live not live to work'.
Being a workaholic can sometimes be as stressful as as going through a serious illness and this is what I read between the lines of your post. Your health and well being is more important than your job, it is as simple as that and my advice would be to slow down or find a way to take a break.
Hope you feel better soon.

 

[Juicyj]

Not much I can add to Guzzler's post except try and stop sometimes to take life in and relax, it's near to bedtime with you Leslie so hope you have a good night's sleep, things are always feel much better in the morning, take care, sending you a hug