John, no disrespect intended because I'm sure you mean well but at this moment in time a lecture might not be that helpful, I'm guessing that Mistee is aware of risks.
I had a look back at your other posts Mistee and can see what a shock this has been to you, it's a feeling that is familiar to all of us, especially when we feel as if we are swept along and told what to do with no real explanantion or discussion involved.
I think I know what you mean about being fed up. I made a choice not to take meds at the time of diagnosis BUT my hba1c was a heck of a lot lower than yours was and it is easier for me to try and change my diet as I also have weight to lose. Actually I can't believe that I just said "easier" but you know what i mean.
The thing is, our diabetes is not going to go away and without taking the appropriate steps for US (bearing in mind we are all individuals) our bodies are not going to fix themselves hun. I know it seems unfair, you kept yourself fit, you are not overweight and you have been handed this diagnosis/sentence and told to get on with it. I am all for informed choice but when your health is really at risk, you may need to do things you really don't want to do.
In your case, I agree with the others and would advise you to go back on the meds you were on and make an appt as soon as poss to discuss your treatment with doc/or DSN.
We will give you as much advice as possible to empower yourself for these appts so you have some level of control over your health but I honestly believe that you need your meds..you will be hurting yourself and as you already have nerve damage you don't want to make it worse I'm sure.
Pop yourself back on your meds, come on here and have a good rant and rave and get it out of your system..that's what we are here for. We have all been where you are now and know what it feels like so you have out total support..please make that appt though because it looks like the meds need to be reviewed.
Take care and keep us posted xx