@kimrooney89 I can't speak for Scotland, but certainly in England the Freestyle Libre is not available on the NHS. If your clinic has been visited by a rep lately, they might be able to give you a 'free trial' pack. If not, it is a big outlay, but you could just buy yourself one sensor, and use your phone as the reader, if you have an android. That would give you two weeks to get a really good look at what is going on. Hope that helps
Definitely be really direct - it is a short appointment, and they are not mind readers, nor do they live with this - you need to be clear with her about what those numbers are actually doing to your life on a day to day basis, and say that you are afraid of the consequences, which you have every right to be! It's your body, fight for it!
Good luck