Hello Nathan,I know how scary it can be, but all this worrying and thinking is just as bad? You wont get any peace of mind until you find out for sure if you have diabetes or not, all this anxiety you are going through right now is not doing you any good is it? So please go to the doctor; and if it really is diabetes then at least you now and you can then get on with it finding out all about diabetes, etc; diabetes is not the end of the world you know, there is a lot that you can do to keep yourself healthy and fit - but your symptoms could be something else altogether, so come on make the first step and make that appointment, come back and let us know, and if it is diabetes then you will have loads of infornation and support from the lovely people in this forum.
Thinking of you
Karen