Hi Andy-85 and welcome. I have never come to terms with having Type 1 diabetes. I was diagnosed nearly 4 years ago at age 55. I did not know what was happening to me because it all seemed to happen overnight. One minute I was going about my daily life working full time suddenly I was a changed person. Thirstier, thinner, confused, tired and finally ending up in hospital with DKA and nearly dying. There are no DAFNE courses in my area so everything I've learned about carb counting etc is by way of books and the wonderful people on this forum. I feel by eating too many carbs and consequently having to inject more and more insulin will do me lots of harm physically and psychologically. Daft I know but I'd feel I would be over dosing if I took high doses.