Hello again Llandudno, when I was first diagnosed, first year I felt terrible and some days it was such a chore to drag myself out of bed in the morning. I really know how you feel! Every weekend I just sat in the chair and did nothing and had to take a couple of weeks off just to catch up with myself.
Now that my BG is under better control, and I feel a bit fitter I feel normal again, in fact better than normal was for the year or two before I was diagnosed (Exhausted). I know that its probably only a matter of time before my diabetes progresses again but right now I feel ok and I am able to work and very grateful.
You just have to do what's right for yourself and your family right now, don't beat yourself up, be strong and you'll get there! Jane