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- Type of diabetes
- Type 2
- Treatment type
- Diet only
I love my husband but I have felt he dumps most responsibilities on me as it is so much easier for him if I sort things like the running of the household, getting supplies in, running the business, mowing the lawn, renovate windows and do the painting, make the deliveries and the rest including a lot of hard physical farm work but he is happy to the dishes. Generally he decides what is his work, the rest is mine.
We have wwoofers and this year we have been lucky enough to get a really brilliant young man who has been with us since early June and will stay for a few more weeks. He is really bright, works hard, cooks like today he chased me out of the kitchen and said, I forbid you to do the cooking, I will, go and rest! He is very funny and very good looking. He is thirty years younger than me and I have developed quite serious crush on him that I find it increasingly hard to handle.
I don't think I am asking for advice but I have no one I can tell and this is sooo difficult. I yearn for him and we have worked close together for 12 hours today or rather, worked for 10 hours and been for a swim and walk, just the two of us and I loved every second of the day, joking and talking or just in companionable silence but I feel this terrible desire for him and it is slowly turning me demented.
We have wwoofers and this year we have been lucky enough to get a really brilliant young man who has been with us since early June and will stay for a few more weeks. He is really bright, works hard, cooks like today he chased me out of the kitchen and said, I forbid you to do the cooking, I will, go and rest! He is very funny and very good looking. He is thirty years younger than me and I have developed quite serious crush on him that I find it increasingly hard to handle.
I don't think I am asking for advice but I have no one I can tell and this is sooo difficult. I yearn for him and we have worked close together for 12 hours today or rather, worked for 10 hours and been for a swim and walk, just the two of us and I loved every second of the day, joking and talking or just in companionable silence but I feel this terrible desire for him and it is slowly turning me demented.