Hi folks, Sorry I've not been around lately, things have not been at all good,
Pork Butt has brought much too our lives an given me love in boundless and limitless quantities,
But the truth is folks I am reaching the end,
My Health, and quality of life is now at it's lowest ever state, I can o so little now, and Wendie is scare to even let me out of sight any more in case anything happens an she is not here to help,
In the last week on two occassions during the night, I have been very close to ending it all, especially when Wendie had finishe changing my Nappy for the forth time, and the sheets for the second time, i didn't sleep at all that night, and I woke Wendie so much she slept very little,
In the en on both nights I couldn't do it, thinking about Wendie stopped me ! on both nights,
I am dying, inside, meically, and spiritually,
It is with a very very heavy heart that I have to announce i may not be here very much, but when I can as I prepare for my End Days and I hope a Dignified Death,
I can not tell you how much the support we have had here on the thread, an the Love we have shared,
I would like to be morbid for a moment and openly invite ANY of you to my funeral if you can spare the time, Wenie will let you all know when I Pass, if you could please let her know if you can attend, Thankyou !
So I hope Iwill have a little more time with you all, but forgive me if I curl up an Die quietly with my family around me,
With All My LOVE an many Tears.
Hugs Always.
Kevin.
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