happier than you
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- Type of diabetes
- Type 1
- Treatment type
- Insulin
Is there anybody who has pretty much given up on it?
In the past 5 or 6 years i have always either got back "no sign of damage, test again in a year" or "some sign of damage, test again in a year". If they always test again in a year, regardless, what exactly is the point? It's not like anybody has ever actually explained it to me.
I've missed last years one, first i forgot to make an appointment, then i had the flu and didn't feel up to it. I find the whole experience really depressing. I hate the eye drops. I hate the clinic i go to. For some reason they have the heating on so high i feel like my entire body is melting, they only have about 4 chairs for anybody to sit on whilst waiting. Last time, i told the recptionist who i was, then i waited for ages and nothing happened. Nobody else going in and out, just this 1 old man. The woman who was presumably doing the tests looked at a clipboard she got off the receptionist...looked over at me sat next to this old man, presumably just decided i didn't look like the person who had the appointment and i was just with the old guy and she just walked off. She never said a word to me, just walked off. After the old man left, nearly an hour went by with nobody else coming or going, i'm sat right across from the receptionist the whole time who never once looked over at me, she was too busy doing her nails and chatting on the phone the whole time. By this time it was obvious i wasn't going to get seen, so i just got up and walked out. Again, the receptionist didn't even look over at me to ask if i hadn't been seen or whatever.
I got a letter saying i missed the appointment! Need to make another one. So i did. Same receptionist, so i say to her am i actually going to get the appointment this time, because last time i sat there for an hour whilst you all ignored me. Anyway i get this pretty snooty guy who clearly thinks i'm mentally retarded because i have diabetes. Do the completely pointless eye chart test. It's pointless, because my eyesight is poor. I explained that i can't read all that many of the letters, because my eyesight is poor. I'm in my 40s and my eyesight has been poor my entire life. I couldn't read many of the letters when i was 8 years old, so not much chance i'm suddenly going to have 20/20 vision now. I explain that i don't wear glasses and never have. I don't drive, my eyesight is poor but it's never got any worse ever. He then lectures me about i should wear glasses, i again re-iterate that my eyesight is exactly the same now as it was over 30 years ago. He then says if my eyesight is poor then i may get run over by a car i can't see! Comedy gold. Yeah...whatever. I work with computers, have done for 25 years. I can see what i'm typing. I'm pretty sure i can see a great big bloody car if it's about to hit me! It's not really comparable with not being able to read tiny letters on a board 20ft away, now is it. I have really bad eye floaters, i've always had them since i can remember. They never get worse or better, they've just always been there. Glasses aren't going to anything about that. Nothing in my life requires me to be able to read tiny letters from the other side of the room. Trust me, i get by just fine. It wasn't so much what he said, more the tone. He clearly thinks of the patients he sees as "a bit special".
Sorry, i've really gone on a rant there. So...has anybody given up bothering with these tests and is there actually any treatment if they do find damage? Bearing in mind, when i got told i had some damage...i just got told retest in another 12 months anyway.
In the past 5 or 6 years i have always either got back "no sign of damage, test again in a year" or "some sign of damage, test again in a year". If they always test again in a year, regardless, what exactly is the point? It's not like anybody has ever actually explained it to me.
I've missed last years one, first i forgot to make an appointment, then i had the flu and didn't feel up to it. I find the whole experience really depressing. I hate the eye drops. I hate the clinic i go to. For some reason they have the heating on so high i feel like my entire body is melting, they only have about 4 chairs for anybody to sit on whilst waiting. Last time, i told the recptionist who i was, then i waited for ages and nothing happened. Nobody else going in and out, just this 1 old man. The woman who was presumably doing the tests looked at a clipboard she got off the receptionist...looked over at me sat next to this old man, presumably just decided i didn't look like the person who had the appointment and i was just with the old guy and she just walked off. She never said a word to me, just walked off. After the old man left, nearly an hour went by with nobody else coming or going, i'm sat right across from the receptionist the whole time who never once looked over at me, she was too busy doing her nails and chatting on the phone the whole time. By this time it was obvious i wasn't going to get seen, so i just got up and walked out. Again, the receptionist didn't even look over at me to ask if i hadn't been seen or whatever.
I got a letter saying i missed the appointment! Need to make another one. So i did. Same receptionist, so i say to her am i actually going to get the appointment this time, because last time i sat there for an hour whilst you all ignored me. Anyway i get this pretty snooty guy who clearly thinks i'm mentally retarded because i have diabetes. Do the completely pointless eye chart test. It's pointless, because my eyesight is poor. I explained that i can't read all that many of the letters, because my eyesight is poor. I'm in my 40s and my eyesight has been poor my entire life. I couldn't read many of the letters when i was 8 years old, so not much chance i'm suddenly going to have 20/20 vision now. I explain that i don't wear glasses and never have. I don't drive, my eyesight is poor but it's never got any worse ever. He then lectures me about i should wear glasses, i again re-iterate that my eyesight is exactly the same now as it was over 30 years ago. He then says if my eyesight is poor then i may get run over by a car i can't see! Comedy gold. Yeah...whatever. I work with computers, have done for 25 years. I can see what i'm typing. I'm pretty sure i can see a great big bloody car if it's about to hit me! It's not really comparable with not being able to read tiny letters on a board 20ft away, now is it. I have really bad eye floaters, i've always had them since i can remember. They never get worse or better, they've just always been there. Glasses aren't going to anything about that. Nothing in my life requires me to be able to read tiny letters from the other side of the room. Trust me, i get by just fine. It wasn't so much what he said, more the tone. He clearly thinks of the patients he sees as "a bit special".
Sorry, i've really gone on a rant there. So...has anybody given up bothering with these tests and is there actually any treatment if they do find damage? Bearing in mind, when i got told i had some damage...i just got told retest in another 12 months anyway.