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So after hospital wouldn’t take bloods yesterday!! I returned today!
I have felt great (apart from the odd moment) and been pretty low carb. Stomach so much better and me so much better.
Left the clinic today and immediately cravings kicked in. Wasn’t hungry just wanted to eat.
Had a wait for next lesson so went to tesco to use Loo. Didn’t even occur to me this was a bad idea. Went to loo, bought a sausage from deli, figured if I wanted something just eat and hopefully it would go.
Then as I left tills, boom, Easter eggs. I was a goner.
I bought a rolo Easter egg (only £1.50 so a little one ) but I wolfed down the whole lot.
Before I went in to tesco I was a 7.0
Now 4 hours later, I’m a 5.9. I didn’t feel a spike, felt amazing.
Have I dodged the bullet? Did I somehow get away with eating the egg and not get a spike or am I so deluded I probably did and am in denial.
Either way, I’m peed off. This is supposed to be a way of life and as soon as I get bloods done, pressure off and I eat rubbish.
But at the same time my idiotic brain is going, oooh you didn’t spike (at least I don’t think so) this time so you can have another one!!
Does anyone else misbehave after bloods because you know you have bit more time or is it just me being an idiot (far more appropriate words but they aren’t allowed).
I was doing so well, hunger was down, felt great but first hurdle and I fail.
How on Earth ami going to reverse this nonsense if I can’t even have a blood test without going off the rails
(In case you hadn’t noticed - I am wallowing in self pity and feeling sorry for myself)
But I am extremely peed off at me and diabetes because I want to get rid and be normal again!! (More self pity)
I have felt great (apart from the odd moment) and been pretty low carb. Stomach so much better and me so much better.
Left the clinic today and immediately cravings kicked in. Wasn’t hungry just wanted to eat.
Had a wait for next lesson so went to tesco to use Loo. Didn’t even occur to me this was a bad idea. Went to loo, bought a sausage from deli, figured if I wanted something just eat and hopefully it would go.
Then as I left tills, boom, Easter eggs. I was a goner.
I bought a rolo Easter egg (only £1.50 so a little one ) but I wolfed down the whole lot.
Before I went in to tesco I was a 7.0
Now 4 hours later, I’m a 5.9. I didn’t feel a spike, felt amazing.
Have I dodged the bullet? Did I somehow get away with eating the egg and not get a spike or am I so deluded I probably did and am in denial.
Either way, I’m peed off. This is supposed to be a way of life and as soon as I get bloods done, pressure off and I eat rubbish.
But at the same time my idiotic brain is going, oooh you didn’t spike (at least I don’t think so) this time so you can have another one!!
Does anyone else misbehave after bloods because you know you have bit more time or is it just me being an idiot (far more appropriate words but they aren’t allowed).
I was doing so well, hunger was down, felt great but first hurdle and I fail.
How on Earth ami going to reverse this nonsense if I can’t even have a blood test without going off the rails
(In case you hadn’t noticed - I am wallowing in self pity and feeling sorry for myself)
But I am extremely peed off at me and diabetes because I want to get rid and be normal again!! (More self pity)