Ditto. I personally think the trial was badly designed, for those of us who were given insight into what was possible and then had it taken away. I knew that this could happen when I started the trial, but I didn't expect to feel so good on the run-in drugs. I now feel much more dissatisfied that if I'd never tried it. I believe they could have run the trial in a way that didn't give us hope, then dashed our hopes by taking away a medication that many of us have no means of accessing again.
I am still battling on all fronts to try to get it prescribed on the NHS, but if that fails I'm on online pharmacy waitlists for when it's approved for weight loss in a few week's time (under a different name). However I'm still unsure, even if I can afford it, who will provide overall care for my T2D if I get it privately. I doubt the useless "diabetes specialists" at my GP practice will offer any support.
Ultimately, my mental and physical health comes first. I've seen what can be achieved and I'm angry at how those of us on the placebo have been treated. Perhaps I should have known better. I was also part of a breast cancer screening trial. I was judged to be at high risk based on their scoring system and was given annual mammograms. The trial has ended and there is no path on the NHS for annul mammograms (despite a strong family history) because my local authority uses a different risk score to the clinical trial and to other health authorities. So all I've been left with is the knowledge I'm deemed high risk by a more advanced scoring system, but with no ongoing support. I question the ethics of these trials where you're given knowledge but no support.