Hi,
First time poster. Just joined this forum.
I sit on both sides of the fence I suppose insofar as I've had T1 for coming up to 25 years (30 this year) and I'm also a mental health professional delivering various psychological interventions to whoever will listen.
Totally agree with a lot of what has been said so far. Some really inspiring and humbling words. I have had a couple of complete meltdowns brought on by DKA which brought me to the work I do now. I have some complications but nothing that severely limits me. Going through a rough patch at the moment but I always come back to something that has already been said in previous posts; this condition doesn't control me. I control it. From a psychological perspective, that's what helps me get back on track. Reflecting on what HAS worked in the past and noting that this blip is only a drop in the ocean, which it might not seem like at the time. I really value knowing that I'm not alone with this although sometimes it feels like it. It might be worth speaking to your GP about what psych interventions (this doesn't make you crazy) are available. Sometimes the initial catharsis, similar to venting on here can be really useful. Framing this in the right way might help set up a really proactive problem solving approach towards your diabetes care.
Every day is a battle but it will only make you stronger.