Thx for replies, my practice manager is a complete joke, I've tried to make a complaint in the past by ringing her....not in the office..EVER according to receptionist, so I wrote to her... never receive d the letter I personally handed to receptionist, so I emailed her....also never receive d even tho I remailed it THREE yes three times, eventually I went up there and told them I wouldn't leave until I saw her, magically she appeared straight away and promised to address the complaint straight away and write to me....still waiting 6 months later....
Yes I know I have alot of weight to lose, I actually eat practically nothing, last 4 months only a small evening meal of whatever I can grab as feel so unwell. Stopped taking the gliclazide as I still managed to put on a stone and a half in 2 months despite this and it was making me go hypo every afternoon which was horrible.
Tonite for example I ate a piece of plain white fish and some cauliflower, nothing else, hadn't eaten for 24 hours, been asleep til 4pm from last night. 4pm bs was 10.6, ate at 8.30pm, 11pm bs was 11.7. Tested again at 1am and it was 12.5. That's low for lately, usually in the 16's around that time. Really I don't see what else I can do except not eat at all. It's not exactly easy to exercise when you can't even open your eyes for 12-18 hours of the day and when you do you can barely sit up or go to the toilet because you feel so weak and dizzy :/
I'm in constant pain with my bladder, stomach cramps and gallstones, my legs hurt from knees to ankles and my feet are bright red and feel like they're on fire. My vision has got so bad from needing my reading glasses all the time to now I can't see properly even with them on. Tonight I've just cried from when I woke up to about an hour ago. So Fed up, I give up with my doctors I really do I haven't even got the strength to bug them about it all anymore.
I've got no family in this country anymore, haven't seen my kids in weeks coz I'm so I'll and my partner is an abusive unhelpful piece of shot.....sorry just REALLY had enough today, I'm only 33 but if this is all life has to offer and I can't see any way it's going to improve, I don't really want to be here anymore