Another sleepless night, only 2 hours the night before, it's really getting me down and having clinical depression doesn't help, anyway 'cause I can't sleep I switched the PC on and was wandering around the site when I came across this thread and read it from start to finish and to be honest I've realised just how very much I don't know about diabetes, sheer ignorance would be a better term, a lot of what I've read has literally gone straight over my head!' Words like BASAL and BOLUS, if anybody asked me what they meant I would have said they were new swear words,
See what I mean about ignorance! Considering I've been diabetic for near enough 9 years it's tragic.
I've had 3 diabetes practice nurses/sisters over this period of time, (9years), the first one was brill' but I only saw her the once and then she retired, the next sister I saw who became DPN also became senior practise sister and only had a weeks diabetic training before being let loose on us unsuspecting patients, not only was she the DPN, she was also the sister for dealing with womens gynecological problems, and the asthma nurse, as well as over seeing the rest of the nursing staff, I would have thought she probably had other duties as well, I've heard of multi-tasking but that seems a bit much to me, and now she's left and we've got another DPN and when going for the annual check it's a case checking the tootsies, blood pressure and the urine sample that you provided that morning, asking if the cholesterol is OK , what meds am I on and checking the blood test that I'd had done the previous week and that's it really.
It's 6:15 AM and I've just checked my blood glucose and it's 13.8 ,(sigh), at least I'll be seeing the specialist on the 22nd, and as I said in my introduction I know what the outcome will be, he told me the last I saw him that I'd have to go on insulin, (another sigh), talking of insulin what is 'insumin'?
I must also book for my eye check up, I keep forgetting, and I'm 2 months overdate, they told me last year I've got the start of retinopathy and I think it may be worse as I keep seeing this bright mauve patch in my right eye.
In 3 or 4 visits to the site I've got a greater understanding of type 2 diabetes and I have still got a lot to learn, I didn't know it existed ! The site that is!
I'm actually starting to feel tired and I'm making some right silly typo's so I'm off up the wooden hill very shortly. I'm really grateful to one and all on the site for broadening my horizons, I just wish I'd found it years ago.
ATB Pat
I've had 3 diabetes practice nurses/sisters over this period of time, (9years), the first one was brill' but I only saw her the once and then she retired, the next sister I saw who became DPN also became senior practise sister and only had a weeks diabetic training before being let loose on us unsuspecting patients, not only was she the DPN, she was also the sister for dealing with womens gynecological problems, and the asthma nurse, as well as over seeing the rest of the nursing staff, I would have thought she probably had other duties as well, I've heard of multi-tasking but that seems a bit much to me, and now she's left and we've got another DPN and when going for the annual check it's a case checking the tootsies, blood pressure and the urine sample that you provided that morning, asking if the cholesterol is OK , what meds am I on and checking the blood test that I'd had done the previous week and that's it really.
It's 6:15 AM and I've just checked my blood glucose and it's 13.8 ,(sigh), at least I'll be seeing the specialist on the 22nd, and as I said in my introduction I know what the outcome will be, he told me the last I saw him that I'd have to go on insulin, (another sigh), talking of insulin what is 'insumin'?
I must also book for my eye check up, I keep forgetting, and I'm 2 months overdate, they told me last year I've got the start of retinopathy and I think it may be worse as I keep seeing this bright mauve patch in my right eye.
In 3 or 4 visits to the site I've got a greater understanding of type 2 diabetes and I have still got a lot to learn, I didn't know it existed ! The site that is!
I'm actually starting to feel tired and I'm making some right silly typo's so I'm off up the wooden hill very shortly. I'm really grateful to one and all on the site for broadening my horizons, I just wish I'd found it years ago.
ATB Pat