hi all
Went for a check with my DN this morning and i thought i was doing quite well, am still getting to grips with the low carbing and its actually working.
Well 2 months ago my Hb1ac reading was 11.8, 1 month ago it was 9.9 so they started me on Byetta and metformin and today it was 7.5 i was soooo pleased as am finding it hard to get to grips with this and its causing probs between me and my partner as i feel as its completely taking over my life and all we chat about is my blood sugars!!!!
Anyway as i said was so pleased until the DN suddenly developed 2 horns and told me off like a naughty child that 7.5 is not good and as an adult i can and should do better she was so condersending am 41 for gods sake, it made me wanna go out and buy a chocky bar (but i resisted)
What am saying here is that i had very high bs 14's and 15 and now they rarely go over 8, i know thats still to high but now i feel a failure and think i just cant do this anymore also my partner was with me and i had that told you so look which made me want to slap him and am not a violent person!!!
Yes i know i still have a long way to go and they have just increase the Byetta to 10, but surely encouragement is the key, she even said well you've lost 8 pounds but you have a bit more to go, do these ppl have any compassion bet they dont even had diabetes,
ok rant over lol, gotta laugh or i'll cry
juliexx
Went for a check with my DN this morning and i thought i was doing quite well, am still getting to grips with the low carbing and its actually working.
Well 2 months ago my Hb1ac reading was 11.8, 1 month ago it was 9.9 so they started me on Byetta and metformin and today it was 7.5 i was soooo pleased as am finding it hard to get to grips with this and its causing probs between me and my partner as i feel as its completely taking over my life and all we chat about is my blood sugars!!!!
Anyway as i said was so pleased until the DN suddenly developed 2 horns and told me off like a naughty child that 7.5 is not good and as an adult i can and should do better she was so condersending am 41 for gods sake, it made me wanna go out and buy a chocky bar (but i resisted)
What am saying here is that i had very high bs 14's and 15 and now they rarely go over 8, i know thats still to high but now i feel a failure and think i just cant do this anymore also my partner was with me and i had that told you so look which made me want to slap him and am not a violent person!!!
Yes i know i still have a long way to go and they have just increase the Byetta to 10, but surely encouragement is the key, she even said well you've lost 8 pounds but you have a bit more to go, do these ppl have any compassion bet they dont even had diabetes,
ok rant over lol, gotta laugh or i'll cry
juliexx