cockneyoik
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- Type of diabetes
- Type 1
Hi all,
I've been using this site for resource info for a few years now. I've just never got it together enough, to use or post on the forums.
I'll state from outset that I am rubbish with just about every aspect of my diabetic (non) management regime & control. I'm not making light of the situation, it is what it is.
The fact is, I've always felt having diabetis just got in the way of enjoying myself & I was probably in denial about my condition for years. Anyway, I'm not to ramble on to much, having taken this
long to actually post.
I could seriously use some advice or support though, as I seroiusly need to get control before it's too late. So,here is a brief a personal history:-
Diagnosed in 1979 (aged 18, i'm now 50)
I've not had proper or regular diabetic control, for any significant length of time since my diagnosis.
I take my varoius oral medication. My four times daily injection, plus one at night time & that has been about it really.
Unsuprisingly, I have some fairly complex complications - All sorts of nueropthies. Amputation of 4 toes & restricted mobility. Eye problems & a major heart attack just over 2 years ago.....etc, etc.
I am not after sympathy, so I'll leave stop listing there. I totally accept these complications are mostly self inflicted & that my lack of diabetic management is the biggest contributary factor.
Although I also truly beleive (especially during the early years after diagnosis) that the care I have received from the NHS, during the last 32 years - could certainly have been much better.
As I'm attempting to be totally honest - I did also go through around 25 years of class A drug addiction, which is fortunately now behind me.
So obvoiusly I did lead a pretty chaotic life style for quite a few years. The main after effect of my 'abstinance fom substace & alcahol misuse, is that it seems I've now developed 'food issues' instead! At my lowest, I weighed just about 10 stones (6 ft tall) & I'm currently about 19 stones & rising!
I'm aware this is an extremely lenghty first post, but I've put off doing so for so very long, that it's all blurting out. Any help, advise or encouragement, would be greatfully received, 'ta' very much! The level of knowledge of the users of this forum, seemingly knows no bounds.
I hope & beleive that all is not lost. I do live with a fair level of constant pain/discomfort, but I am optomistic by nature, I.ve alwayse managed to keep laughing (mainly at my own stupidity!) & I just have so much more to do, before I check out!
Thanks for allowing me to vent & apologies for the length of this post.
I've been using this site for resource info for a few years now. I've just never got it together enough, to use or post on the forums.
I'll state from outset that I am rubbish with just about every aspect of my diabetic (non) management regime & control. I'm not making light of the situation, it is what it is.
The fact is, I've always felt having diabetis just got in the way of enjoying myself & I was probably in denial about my condition for years. Anyway, I'm not to ramble on to much, having taken this
long to actually post.
I could seriously use some advice or support though, as I seroiusly need to get control before it's too late. So,here is a brief a personal history:-
Diagnosed in 1979 (aged 18, i'm now 50)
I've not had proper or regular diabetic control, for any significant length of time since my diagnosis.
I take my varoius oral medication. My four times daily injection, plus one at night time & that has been about it really.
Unsuprisingly, I have some fairly complex complications - All sorts of nueropthies. Amputation of 4 toes & restricted mobility. Eye problems & a major heart attack just over 2 years ago.....etc, etc.
I am not after sympathy, so I'll leave stop listing there. I totally accept these complications are mostly self inflicted & that my lack of diabetic management is the biggest contributary factor.
Although I also truly beleive (especially during the early years after diagnosis) that the care I have received from the NHS, during the last 32 years - could certainly have been much better.
As I'm attempting to be totally honest - I did also go through around 25 years of class A drug addiction, which is fortunately now behind me.
So obvoiusly I did lead a pretty chaotic life style for quite a few years. The main after effect of my 'abstinance fom substace & alcahol misuse, is that it seems I've now developed 'food issues' instead! At my lowest, I weighed just about 10 stones (6 ft tall) & I'm currently about 19 stones & rising!
I'm aware this is an extremely lenghty first post, but I've put off doing so for so very long, that it's all blurting out. Any help, advise or encouragement, would be greatfully received, 'ta' very much! The level of knowledge of the users of this forum, seemingly knows no bounds.
I hope & beleive that all is not lost. I do live with a fair level of constant pain/discomfort, but I am optomistic by nature, I.ve alwayse managed to keep laughing (mainly at my own stupidity!) & I just have so much more to do, before I check out!
Thanks for allowing me to vent & apologies for the length of this post.