I was diagnosed as Type 1 about 18 months ago and I cannot say it has been easy! At first I was thankful for all of the appointments and found them a comfort to know that medical professionals were looking after me.
Over the past year, this comfort has turned into fear and I have experienced panic attacks just from seeing an NHS letter coming through the door. My last consultant appointment I fainted at as I was so worked up.
I have three appointments coming up in the next month and I just cannot stop thinking about them - I struggle to sleep, worry constantly and cannot shake this horrible anxiety around it all. They always comment on my blood pressure and how I need to sort it out, but the reason it is so high is because I am panicking over nothing!
I feel like I am in a vicious cycle and so alone & really not sure on how I can resolve it all.
Does anyone else feel this way and if so, how do you stop this from affecting you?
Thank you <3
Over the past year, this comfort has turned into fear and I have experienced panic attacks just from seeing an NHS letter coming through the door. My last consultant appointment I fainted at as I was so worked up.
I have three appointments coming up in the next month and I just cannot stop thinking about them - I struggle to sleep, worry constantly and cannot shake this horrible anxiety around it all. They always comment on my blood pressure and how I need to sort it out, but the reason it is so high is because I am panicking over nothing!
I feel like I am in a vicious cycle and so alone & really not sure on how I can resolve it all.
Does anyone else feel this way and if so, how do you stop this from affecting you?
Thank you <3