Hi everyone,
I’ve never posted before but I’ve always found this forum helpful so I thought I’d ask for some advice. I’ve had type 1 diabetes for 14 years, diagnosed at age 11. My HBA1c’s have always been within range, most recent one was 38%. I’ve really tried my best to keep my blood sugars within range but sometimes I do eat things I shouldn’t and arrange my diabetes around my life instead of the other way around. I’m very conscientious about it all the same and have never had any problems. However I just found out I have background retinopathy and it’s hit me like a ton of bricks. I’m racked with guilt over not looking after myself better when I was younger, I just feel like my messing around has caught up with me. I don’t carb count perhaps because I’ve always refused to let my diabetes run my life but the doctors are always amazed at how well I keep my levels without it. I just know how much to inject and how much I can eat, I suppose I just have my own system which fails sometimes. I’m just wondering how serious this is or should I be very worried about? Is there anything else I can do to improve it or will it go away completely with good control? Sorry for the long post I’m just desperate for some reassurance.
I’ve never posted before but I’ve always found this forum helpful so I thought I’d ask for some advice. I’ve had type 1 diabetes for 14 years, diagnosed at age 11. My HBA1c’s have always been within range, most recent one was 38%. I’ve really tried my best to keep my blood sugars within range but sometimes I do eat things I shouldn’t and arrange my diabetes around my life instead of the other way around. I’m very conscientious about it all the same and have never had any problems. However I just found out I have background retinopathy and it’s hit me like a ton of bricks. I’m racked with guilt over not looking after myself better when I was younger, I just feel like my messing around has caught up with me. I don’t carb count perhaps because I’ve always refused to let my diabetes run my life but the doctors are always amazed at how well I keep my levels without it. I just know how much to inject and how much I can eat, I suppose I just have my own system which fails sometimes. I’m just wondering how serious this is or should I be very worried about? Is there anything else I can do to improve it or will it go away completely with good control? Sorry for the long post I’m just desperate for some reassurance.