Proud...hardly, It scared the **** out of me after I was told how silly and dangerous what I was doing was. Phoenix I have to take 10 units before breakfast and lunch and 12 before my dinner. I'll ask about a retinopathy check test too. I had ultra sounds done on my Liver, Kidneys, Spleen and Bladder and they all came back ok.
Glad to hear that your experience scared you. I hope it gave you the shock to the system you needed to finally get your head out of the sand and take your diabetes seriously.
To be bland either you will have to learn how to live with your diabetes or you will die because of it.
.To be honest, whether the target set by your nurse is achievable or not, which is not within the weeks until your next appointment, is neither here nor there. She probably gave you your target HbA1c just to show you how far from it you allowed yourself to get.
But all is not lost. It is never too late to make a fresh start, educate yourself on what needs doing, and regain control before it is too late.
Your finding your way to this site and asking for help is a very encouraging first step.
There are plenty of very experienced and knowledgable people on this site who are more than willing to offer their guidance and support.
I apologize if some of my words appear harsh but I really want to bring home to you that you can not afford to go back to ignoring this disease again.
Please ask and ask again about anything that you are not certain about until you are clear about what needs to be done.
It may take a bit of time and a lot of discipline to get your levels where you want them to be but I am sure that it will be all worth it for the sake of your health.
Diabetes may be a deadly serious condition but it is one that, if you follow its rules, is manageable and allows for a full and fulfilling life.
I wish you the best in your efforts
Pavlos