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I would really appreciate some insight if anyone can help me. I saw diabetic nurse today and I am so frustrated with how it went..
For background information: diagnosed in 2017, no one's clarified type (have been told genetic, autoimmune, someone said 1.5 at one point.. I never pursued it because lifestyle changes and medication helped) I got my HbA1c down to high 30s by the following year, shifted some weight, taking Metformin, no need to self test, I'm now on annual blood tests because I've kept my numbers in the 30s ever since. Last one was 39 in November.
Fast forward to the start of this year, I started getting pain in my foot and was eventually diagnosed with peripheral neuropathy and take a small dose of amitriptyline which helps. I didn't understand why I had this complication as I've been told constantly how well I'm doing, but I let it go. Then my annual eye screening came back abnormal a few weeks ago for the first time, just background retinopathy, but still it's shaken me a bit - I am very hard of hearing/rely on hearing aids and have bad eyesight already so the thought of my vision becoming more impacted is really scary to me. I did what the letter said and got in touch with my GP surgery (econsult) and was told to book a diabetic review which is what I had today..
I don't seem to have a fixed DN anymore and the one I saw was so condescending. She told me there's no chance my retinopathy will progress any more because my HbA1c number is so good, but in my head if that were true it wouldn't have developed in the first place? She said I don't need to test myself and when I tried to say what if my levels are going up and down but I don't know because I only have that one annual blood test which I know is based on the previous 3 months, she just flat out said that isn't happening.
I didn't get any form of reassurance and she wasn't even going to do HbA1c/cholesterol/BP, but I have other bloods booked for next week so I did manage to get her to add HbA1c and cholesterol to those, for peace of mind. I know having my number in normal range is good, I don't want to seem like I'm complaining about that, I'm just really confused because I now have two diabetic complications with my well controlled diabetes, that's on top of all the ambiguity about type at diagnosis.
For context I have a lot of health issues: autoimmune conditions, ME/CFS, hypothyroidism, pernicious anaemia, RLS, vitamin D deficiency, autism, mental health issues and I'm on a lot of meds, including immunosuppressants. I don't know if any of these things are influencing anything diabetes related but I'm feeling so fed up after today's appointment. I don't know if it's my autism trying to make sense of something that doesn't make sense, but if anyone has any words of wisdom for me I'd really appreciate it
For background information: diagnosed in 2017, no one's clarified type (have been told genetic, autoimmune, someone said 1.5 at one point.. I never pursued it because lifestyle changes and medication helped) I got my HbA1c down to high 30s by the following year, shifted some weight, taking Metformin, no need to self test, I'm now on annual blood tests because I've kept my numbers in the 30s ever since. Last one was 39 in November.
Fast forward to the start of this year, I started getting pain in my foot and was eventually diagnosed with peripheral neuropathy and take a small dose of amitriptyline which helps. I didn't understand why I had this complication as I've been told constantly how well I'm doing, but I let it go. Then my annual eye screening came back abnormal a few weeks ago for the first time, just background retinopathy, but still it's shaken me a bit - I am very hard of hearing/rely on hearing aids and have bad eyesight already so the thought of my vision becoming more impacted is really scary to me. I did what the letter said and got in touch with my GP surgery (econsult) and was told to book a diabetic review which is what I had today..
I don't seem to have a fixed DN anymore and the one I saw was so condescending. She told me there's no chance my retinopathy will progress any more because my HbA1c number is so good, but in my head if that were true it wouldn't have developed in the first place? She said I don't need to test myself and when I tried to say what if my levels are going up and down but I don't know because I only have that one annual blood test which I know is based on the previous 3 months, she just flat out said that isn't happening.
I didn't get any form of reassurance and she wasn't even going to do HbA1c/cholesterol/BP, but I have other bloods booked for next week so I did manage to get her to add HbA1c and cholesterol to those, for peace of mind. I know having my number in normal range is good, I don't want to seem like I'm complaining about that, I'm just really confused because I now have two diabetic complications with my well controlled diabetes, that's on top of all the ambiguity about type at diagnosis.
For context I have a lot of health issues: autoimmune conditions, ME/CFS, hypothyroidism, pernicious anaemia, RLS, vitamin D deficiency, autism, mental health issues and I'm on a lot of meds, including immunosuppressants. I don't know if any of these things are influencing anything diabetes related but I'm feeling so fed up after today's appointment. I don't know if it's my autism trying to make sense of something that doesn't make sense, but if anyone has any words of wisdom for me I'd really appreciate it