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paula.nolan42
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I am exhausted this morning. Such a bad night. I cried myself into a terrible state. My emotions all weekend have been up and down like a yoyo but I managed to get a lot done around the house. When I went to bed last night, fully intending to get up early for a morning walk, my head went into melt down. It's like every bad decision I've ever made came back to haunt me. I was (am) overwhelmed by my feelings of inadequacy. Right now I am very tired, I feel like I've been beaten up. I've emailed my boss to take a personal day, which I don't like to do because it backs up the feeling that I can't cope.