So I went to my gp today because they said they had a letter from my hospital which turned out to be that I wanted to have cartridges not pre filled pens so I could use a half unit one. Firstly they seemed kinda annoyed that I wanted cardtridges and thought I might get confused and didn't want me to have prefilled on my prescription(in case I wanted them for a holiday etc) because they thought I would get confused. Then when I asked why my prescription of 200 test strips had gone down to 100 they asked me how many times I test and I told them 10 sometimes. This is because I'm in the honeymoon phase and I'm trying to work everything out and I really want to gain lots of information. Also obviously if you go low you check every 15 minutes. They seemed kind of angry and shocked and worried about me and saying I was stressing myself out. I actually cried as I tried to explain some people see their blood sugar all the time and I just want to learn. So they didn't increase my prescription and I think they want me to be part of their diabetic team as well as my hospital because they're concerned. I understand 10 can be overkill but when I can't see spikes and how different things effect me, especially so early on, how can I learn enough about my body and condition?
Sorry about the rant I guess I'm just wondering if I'm doing something wrong and I really am doing too much or if I should feel upset like I do.
Sorry about the rant I guess I'm just wondering if I'm doing something wrong and I really am doing too much or if I should feel upset like I do.