I wanted to be a doctor or an astronaut. In reality I wanted star wars or star trek style space flight, not what we have lol. As for medicine, I get anxious enough with small decisions never mind life or death. I ended up in a university cardiovascular research lab then I became my son's carer. That's where I am now, it's hard and not great when he is trying to force feed me sweets but such is life (I think he is worried about me not eating the same and losing weight but doesn't understand it's a good thing, we have lost several loved ones so that doesn't help his worry I think).