Hey there Goonergal. i know it may sound like its an addiction but trust me its not. Then again, I guess that is something somebody with and addiction would say. I was able to stay off alcohol for two months with no problem. Sorta. I didn't have any cravings nor any withdrawals. When ever I would drink, the next day I would be able to take on my priorities without issue. (going to work/school etc) I only said if it would be ok to binge now and then because with my personal beliefs, I know I will end up having a failure again. It doesn't matter how hard I try or how great I am doing, I am bound to mess up and drink again. That is why I ask if it is ok or reasonable to binge drink at least once a month or two. Knowing me and myself, there is bound to be a **** up at least once a month or two that will hit me so hard I relapse and end up drinking again. I have tried different things when it comes to dealing with hard bad times and nothing has helped me like alcohol. Sadly alcohol has also ****** me up with diabetes. That which cures me is also killing me. I also ask because like most things in life, as a human i am bound to fail here and there. So I just wanted to have a potential guess for when I come across my failures in the future. I'm not saying I'm going to binge drink every month or two, I'm just saying in case something bad happens that leaves me so depressed that I end up relapsing, I just wanted to know if I would be ok to binge on that frequency. If that would lead to my death then I would want to warn those I love and try to set up the rest of my life before I die.
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