Hi.
Am 18 and had type one diabetes now for 7 years not once have i had the feeling of being normal! i can't remember the last time!!
over the last 7 years i have had the worse time of my life i hate having diabbetes and would do anything to get rid of it!
no one understands me! whn i try teach someone its like they don't care! so now i dont!
I have had so meny insilins i am giving up!! i am on the weirdest insulin reshem the doctors have gave anyone as i dont want to take my insulin! i am on 45 lantis and 20 mixtard 50 and i only take tht in the morning.
the nurse wants me to go see a pyscologist as i have never got over the fact that i have this for life. and to be honest i dont think i ever will!! i just feel so alone, deprested and well like no one i knw understands.
i fot that it was a illness that would only be with me intill i made myself better but it didnt work tht way.
I have read so of your forms and yeah for some it gets better and they start to understand how its all ment to go and work!! but for me i dont and cant..
my life ended when i was 11 because i got givin this horrible illness that will never go away!!
ave went on abit am sorry!!
i just fot i would tell u my story!!
Am 18 and had type one diabetes now for 7 years not once have i had the feeling of being normal! i can't remember the last time!!
over the last 7 years i have had the worse time of my life i hate having diabbetes and would do anything to get rid of it!
no one understands me! whn i try teach someone its like they don't care! so now i dont!
I have had so meny insilins i am giving up!! i am on the weirdest insulin reshem the doctors have gave anyone as i dont want to take my insulin! i am on 45 lantis and 20 mixtard 50 and i only take tht in the morning.
the nurse wants me to go see a pyscologist as i have never got over the fact that i have this for life. and to be honest i dont think i ever will!! i just feel so alone, deprested and well like no one i knw understands.
i fot that it was a illness that would only be with me intill i made myself better but it didnt work tht way.
I have read so of your forms and yeah for some it gets better and they start to understand how its all ment to go and work!! but for me i dont and cant..
my life ended when i was 11 because i got givin this horrible illness that will never go away!!
ave went on abit am sorry!!
i just fot i would tell u my story!!