Hi, this morning I am not doing well. It stems from what I said yesterday about my skin not shrinking. I'm not sure I want to carry on with this anymore. I can't cope with how my skin looks already and I haven't lost 2 stones yet. I could do with a plateau phase right now. I'm well used to being fat, I'm not used to being wrinkly and old. I would like to gradually increase my calories, but I am struggling to eat 1200 at the moment. I don't want to eat at all. I am sick of protein and fat. I want a chip butty. Why did no-one say 'be careful what you wish for'? Hubby was wonderful about it this morning, but I still have horrid skin.
OK, here's my thoughts to myself after reading the above paragraph.....Oh for God's sake grow up, all this fuss because you are getting what you wanted. Does it really matter what your skin looks like? No-one is going to look at it anyway. So you're getting old - some people don't have the chance to get old. Whose fault is this anyway? You should have done this years ago. OK so you 'couldn't do it then', couldn't be bothered more like. How many years is it since you cared what you looked like? So why start worrying about that now? So decide what you are going to do about it, stop whinging and get on with it.
Some songs have popped into my head so I am going away to listen to them.
NIckelback - If today was your last day
Coldplay - Everything's not lost