Well I've been reading the forum and all your messages and advice for a few months now and that's me just plucked up the courage to post a mesaage myself...I'm a 35 year old mum of two and been T1 diabetic since the age of 17. It's been a rollercoater 18 years for me all starting with ignoring, rebelling against my condition until one day out of the blue I realised that no one else is going to look after me so I better start. I have an hba1c of 43 and I'm just starting on my pump in a couple of weeks. Such hard work and def gets me down sometimes but I'll not let it beat me....I never try to be perfect, just do the best I can, my problem is I love cards argh!!! To all those young girls out there.....please don't be frightened, take control and like I said, never try to be perfect, just do your best, ive had two beautiful healthy children and life can be as normal as everyone else's....you've just got a bit more work to do x