I guess this isn't the best way to introduce myself to the forum. Found out I had type 2 few months ago, was very good about testing, diet, etc. went from readings around 20 to the low 6's, even 4 a couple of times. My mind is overwhelmed with info and suggestions. I have numerous other health problems which forced me to go on disability about 8 yrs. ago. I have 2 types of arthristis and the past month the pain has gotten so out of control I don't know what to do any more. I've also been treated for manic depression since I was in my teens and now I'm in my fifties. I honestly don't know what to do, I only take readings now before I go for blood tests to make sure they are low when I go. Only one person knows I have diabetes and I lie to them about my readings so that they don't hassle me. I also have an eating disorder which was under control for years but now I'm back to purging. I'm so tired...I just needed to write this I think...I know I'm my own worst enemy. I just want to sleep and wake up without pain for once. Oh yeah, my doctor who I don't like has arranged for me to see an endo something specialist next month as he now thinks the diabetes is a symptom of cushings disease. I'm so tired and fedup.