SilverTiger83
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Hi everyone, I am new to this so just wanted to say hi to you all, looking forward to chatting with people as I don't have much info and desperately needing support.
MY STORY:
I am a 28 year old female. I am of average weight, but generally not healthy in the sense i have a lot of problems, I do eat the right things but i am not very active due to joint problems and lack of control of pain. I have been diagnosed with slow progressing type 1 (LADA), I am on Gliclazide at the moment with little control so a backup insulin has been prescribed, although i am waiting for the Prof at my clinic to give me the go ahead before i start using it. I don't sleep well anyway and I am exhausted all the time, which makes me irritable. I don't have the best relationship with food so i have had to train myself to eat 3 times a day with snacks too if i need them, which may sound ridiculous but it has probably been the hardest part of having diabetes i have had to deal with up until now. I am literally bored thinking about food, with planning what to eat, when to eat, how much to eat, what i will be doing to know if i need to eat more carbs for energy etc. I find it exhausting.
I am struggling to keep my BG low, it ranges (on a good day) from 10 in the morning to 21 before bed, although i do have the occasional lower reading but that only happens when i just haven't eaten enough. I have had readings up to 27 before bed which is always a shock to see. So generally I am feeling tired, extra thirsty and out of it all day every day. It gets to me that I am not seeing my BG reducing at all, I want to see results but I have been told by my doc (someone i completely trust coz she doesn't sugar coat things for me, she says it like it is!) today to write off this year and the first part of next year coz i just won't feel great. I must have been naive to think these tablets would help to cut down my BG within a few weeks and that would be it for a few years til i needed insulin. I didn't realise it may take 6 months or longer to feel like myself again but at least i know now that there is no 'quick fix' so I can hopefully start to deal with it.
I was diagnosed after a random blood test to see why i was feeling so exhausted all the time, which showed i had a bacterial infection in my stomach and also showed a high BG. I have other health problems and my symptoms could easily be explained by the medication or my issues, i never thought they were all linked! I have been thirsty for about a year, I don't sleep well and get up to the loo several times a night, I have a history of having shaky spells but around the time of diagnosis they got much more frequent. I feel sick if my BG is low, (11 is my normal so if I'm 9 I am shaky and feeling ****) so the mornings are the worst until i have eaten something. It turns out from these blood tests I had a BG of 9.4 so a fasting glucose test was done. My fasting reading was high as it was but then my post-glucose reading was 14.8, at the time i had no idea what these numbers meant but i know now they are normal for me, I can't remember the last time my BG was under 14 after food. My HBA1C was high, and the GAB test was positive with a 'significantly high result' but I wasn't actually told the numbers.
So now i am trying to get my head around using insulin, which is scary for me but only because i hate the unknown and I'm a bit of a control freak.. I like to have every little detail of information i can get which then helps me to deal with things. It's the not knowing that gets me down. As does the feeling of resenting my body for failing me.
Anyway, that is roughly where I'm at.
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MY STORY:
I am a 28 year old female. I am of average weight, but generally not healthy in the sense i have a lot of problems, I do eat the right things but i am not very active due to joint problems and lack of control of pain. I have been diagnosed with slow progressing type 1 (LADA), I am on Gliclazide at the moment with little control so a backup insulin has been prescribed, although i am waiting for the Prof at my clinic to give me the go ahead before i start using it. I don't sleep well anyway and I am exhausted all the time, which makes me irritable. I don't have the best relationship with food so i have had to train myself to eat 3 times a day with snacks too if i need them, which may sound ridiculous but it has probably been the hardest part of having diabetes i have had to deal with up until now. I am literally bored thinking about food, with planning what to eat, when to eat, how much to eat, what i will be doing to know if i need to eat more carbs for energy etc. I find it exhausting.
I am struggling to keep my BG low, it ranges (on a good day) from 10 in the morning to 21 before bed, although i do have the occasional lower reading but that only happens when i just haven't eaten enough. I have had readings up to 27 before bed which is always a shock to see. So generally I am feeling tired, extra thirsty and out of it all day every day. It gets to me that I am not seeing my BG reducing at all, I want to see results but I have been told by my doc (someone i completely trust coz she doesn't sugar coat things for me, she says it like it is!) today to write off this year and the first part of next year coz i just won't feel great. I must have been naive to think these tablets would help to cut down my BG within a few weeks and that would be it for a few years til i needed insulin. I didn't realise it may take 6 months or longer to feel like myself again but at least i know now that there is no 'quick fix' so I can hopefully start to deal with it.
I was diagnosed after a random blood test to see why i was feeling so exhausted all the time, which showed i had a bacterial infection in my stomach and also showed a high BG. I have other health problems and my symptoms could easily be explained by the medication or my issues, i never thought they were all linked! I have been thirsty for about a year, I don't sleep well and get up to the loo several times a night, I have a history of having shaky spells but around the time of diagnosis they got much more frequent. I feel sick if my BG is low, (11 is my normal so if I'm 9 I am shaky and feeling ****) so the mornings are the worst until i have eaten something. It turns out from these blood tests I had a BG of 9.4 so a fasting glucose test was done. My fasting reading was high as it was but then my post-glucose reading was 14.8, at the time i had no idea what these numbers meant but i know now they are normal for me, I can't remember the last time my BG was under 14 after food. My HBA1C was high, and the GAB test was positive with a 'significantly high result' but I wasn't actually told the numbers.
So now i am trying to get my head around using insulin, which is scary for me but only because i hate the unknown and I'm a bit of a control freak.. I like to have every little detail of information i can get which then helps me to deal with things. It's the not knowing that gets me down. As does the feeling of resenting my body for failing me.
Anyway, that is roughly where I'm at.
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