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- Type of diabetes
- Type 2
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- Tablets (oral)
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- People. Noise. Swearing. Many foods.
I haven't been on here for a while because I've been so ashamed by my eating habits and my inability to eat anything like healthy these last several months.
My carb intake has grown and I cant recall the last day I didn't eat something sweet and sugary.
I had a nervous breakdown a while ago. Not been able to clear my head at all really and everything just rose up and overwhelmed me. Panic attacks, anxiety, fibromyalgia pain off the charts and through it all I'm amazed that I only weigh a single pound more than when we started this saga back in March.
Pushing myself to exercise just increases the pain but if my minds weak I can only hope the body isn't as weak even if the pain is staggering at times.
I'm worn out. I'm back at work but taking things very very slowly. I just have no....desire?...appetite?...to eat healthily and everything's become a bother and a nuisance. Its been a struggle and one I'm not winning.
I hope for brighter days. I hope that one day I will be strong enough to sort myself out again but those days seem very distant.
Stay safe everyone.
My carb intake has grown and I cant recall the last day I didn't eat something sweet and sugary.
I had a nervous breakdown a while ago. Not been able to clear my head at all really and everything just rose up and overwhelmed me. Panic attacks, anxiety, fibromyalgia pain off the charts and through it all I'm amazed that I only weigh a single pound more than when we started this saga back in March.
Pushing myself to exercise just increases the pain but if my minds weak I can only hope the body isn't as weak even if the pain is staggering at times.
I'm worn out. I'm back at work but taking things very very slowly. I just have no....desire?...appetite?...to eat healthily and everything's become a bother and a nuisance. Its been a struggle and one I'm not winning.
I hope for brighter days. I hope that one day I will be strong enough to sort myself out again but those days seem very distant.
Stay safe everyone.