I’m so glad to hear that, I was where you are a few years ago and my counsellor was a great help. Let us know how you get on.I'm starting private counselling next week as NHS cannot provide it
Glad to hear you’ve talked to someone today and you have plans for counselling.Thank you for your replies, I'm already on high dose antidepressants (tranquilizers really) and anti anxiety medication.
I have contacted the samaritans earlier today to speak to someone as I was feeling so low it was frightening. I'm starting private counselling next week as NHS cannot provide it and CPN's they sent me to last year were horrendous to me, just can't go through that again.
In regards to my blood sugar I have been trying and actually had some decent blood results but at this point I just can't do it anymore. There's no light at the end of the tunnel for me right now, I'm trying so hard to keep going but I just don't want to.
Maggie
I'm so sorry it went like this. It's a bit of the luck of the draw, but if you meet the wrong person just not fitting to who you are, 'help' can work gainst your mental health.as NHS cannot provide it and CPN's they sent me to last year were horrendous to me, just can't go through that again.
At what point can the traquilizers be of help?Thank you for your replies, I'm already on high dose antidepressants (tranquilizers really) and anti anxiety medication.
I have contacted the samaritans earlier today to speak to someone as I was feeling so low it was frightening. I'm starting private counselling next week as NHS cannot provide it and CPN's they sent me to last year were horrendous to me, just can't go through that again.
In regards to my blood sugar I have been trying and actually had some decent blood results but at this point I just can't do it anymore. There's no light at the end of the tunnel for me right now, I'm trying so hard to keep going but I just don't want to.
Maggie
Thanks for letting us know how you’re doing, taking one day at time is sometimes the best we can do, even 1 minute at time is one minute nearer getting things sorted. Things do change. Keep posting if it helps and try and concentrate on the things that you have in place such as your counselling appointment etc. your’e doing well, things will get better. Do you have any support from friends & family?Thank you all again for your replies and support, it means a lot. I'm still the same today, the noises behind the walls are terrifying, my body is in a constant state of high alert, it is awful. I have tried telling myself this is not forever, there are steps taken to get rid of this vermin but that is cold comfort at this moment.
Got out of the house for an hour today for a pre arranged kidney scan at hospital, telephone appt with urologist on Wednesday to discuss further, I've had severe stomach and groin pain since January, very bad today along with my back. It's just a terrible time, really trying to take one day at a time.
Maggie
We just had to deal with rats - we poisoned them ourselves, but there are numerous businesses which will do the job for you.I'm T2, currently taking Alogliptin only, was taking Metformin but had seen post about this possibly causing depression or worsening it so I stopped taking it.
My depression is now so bad I can barely function, there are vermin back in the walls of this house for the second time in 2 years, been told it's because neighbours are keeping pigeons in their garden, feeding squirrels and foxes and we have to suffer for this. I am in a constant state of terror and severe anxiety to the point I simply do not want to be here anymore, I pray every night not to wake up in the morning.
I had been trying to maintain a low carb diet, now I just don't care, what is the point? I can see no hope with this, DN told me at last appt I'm going to have a heart attack, if she only knew I was thinking as long as it's fast and fatal. Sorry for the utterly depressing post but this is how I feel now.
Maggie
I'm T2, currently taking Alogliptin only, was taking Metformin but had seen post about this possibly causing depression or worsening it so I stopped taking it.
My depression is now so bad I can barely function, there are vermin back in the walls of this house for the second time in 2 years, been told it's because neighbours are keeping pigeons in their garden, feeding squirrels and foxes and we have to suffer for this. I am in a constant state of terror and severe anxiety to the point I simply do not want to be here anymore, I pray every night not to wake up in the morning.
I had been trying to maintain a low carb diet, now I just don't care, what is the point? I can see no hope with this, DN told me at last appt I'm going to have a heart attack, if she only knew I was thinking as long as it's fast and fatal. Sorry for the utterly depressing post but this is how I feel now.
Maggie
Just a practical idea to make it a little easier to get some sleep: What about using earplugs so you don't hear the noise?been awake since 4am with noises in the walls, they are still going on now, this is torture.
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