Hey Luceeloo,Hey, I've been gone for a while, but like a bad penny I always turn up
I'm not doing brilliantly. I got moved on to a full insulin regime, but with very little advice or guidance from the hospital. So I've been bumbling along for a while. I've been on one diet or another for 7 months with zero weight loss, in fact, after the last three months on LCHF I've managed to gain about 5kg. I'm at my wits end. My care team don't seem to be bothered about weight loss (I am because at this point I'm 120kg) they want me to get better glucose control using just insulin. For me personally, weight loss is one of the most important things on my to-do list, and at my weight I'm insulin resistant and the more insulin I use, the more weight I gain. For the first time in my life I've been suffering from anxiety and it's all connected to the feeling of failing at Diabetes. I'm doing loads of exercise, I'm fitter than I've ever been in my life... but I can get the insulin-food thing balances. I wasn't sure where to turn, and then remembered this forum.
So, I'm back... I'm starting from the beginning... wherever the beginning is.
Holy ****.... I have no answers for you. In the Netherlands, I'd say go for a second opinion, but I don't know how do-able that is on the NHS...Sorry my signature is out of date... I will fix when I get a chance. Are you sitting comfortably for the long story?
I was diagnosed as type 2 at 33. Put on metformin, lost some weight, but still couldn't adequately control glucose. I've been on canagliflozin, dapagliflozin, glicazide, lixisenatide injections, and probably a lot more in the middle.
My hba1c hovers around 67 to 72.
I was under the care of a diabetic nurse at my gp surgery. She left, then each replacement changed my meds. 12 months ago the latest diabetic nurse left and I was referred to a community clinic at a local hospital. At that point I was on lantus. They changed it to toujeo and added canagliflozin. Things were great.
Without warning, last September, I was referred to a consultant led clinic at another hospital, and there the consultant changed everything. She kept the toujeo, added novorapid, and took me off canagliflozin.
In January I read the diabetes code by Dr Jason fung. It made sense, I followed it and had some success at first, especially with IF. I managed to reduce insulin to the point where I could come off it. I was then told off by the diabetic nurse attached to the consultant clinic... I actually offered her my copy of the book but she refused to accept the differences between ketosis and ketoacidosis. So each month, to avoid an argument I made sure that I wasnt in ketosis before I had to provide a urine sample!
Things have been very difficult since about April/may. My weight is creeping up, my blood sugar is more erratic and I've had no advice how to deal with this ("inject 2 more units of novorapid" is the standard response from the nursing team).
I've had conversations over the years about being tested for LADA etc, but my GP won't and the consultant wont entertain it either. They see weight and can't see past it.
I've never suffered from anxiety before and its crept upon me out of the blue. I think that I've become so obsessed with all of these numbers that control my life... hba1c, bg readings, weight, carbs everything has a value and it overwhelms me trying to balance it all. Specifically losing the numbers battle is making it feel worse. I get stuck in the circle of no motivation, feeling rubbish, etc. Above all else in life I want to lose some weight. I'm under no illusions - I'll never be thin, but I am fairly fit, do quite a bit of exercise and I enjoy hiking and hill walking... so I'm not sedentary
But this stress-head isn't me. I'm normally focused and in control.
I think I just need a fresh start. Back to day one with clean low carb, watching the proteins and eating good fats, and doing more towards accountability!
Phew, that was long!
Holy ****.... I have no answers for you. In the Netherlands, I'd say go for a second opinion, but I don't know how do-able that is on the NHS...
Just do whatever you need to do to take care of yourself. This diabetes team is detrimental to your health, physically and mentally, by the sound of it. And your GP is an **** (Pick whatever word best suits the *'s). Choose you. Always.
*hugs*
Jo
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