Hi @Debmcgee I just wanted to say that this thread might well be my most favourite thing posted here! I found it 4 days ago and enjoyed getting caught up with you and your current journey.
In many ways it mirrors my own story. I joined the forum a little over a year ago with a HbA1c of 50 and after 3 months I lost 40lb or so and brought my number down to 37. 3 months later it was 34 and i had lost a further 25lb. Then life hit me like a truck and people close to me fell ill and my mother passed away very suddenly. Everything spiraled out of control for meI fell back into the old habits of disordered eating that have been such a massive part of my life for so long and I completely stopped taking care of my own health needs.
1 week ago, my latest HbA1c came back as 42 and I have have put back on almost all of the weight I have lost. I was expecting that number to be a whole lot higher and I can't describe my relief that it wasn't! I started to tentatively pick back up with LCHF, only this time I plan to be far more organised and really diversify my menu and ingredients to make sure that this time it becomes a way of life and not something I step in and out of and if/when disordered thoughts/habits make their way through, I know how to deal with them in a low carb way that doesn't undo all of my hard work and make me give up, feel like a failure and walk away again...
Finding this thread increased my determination more than I can express, so thank you for sharing and keep it up!
@KevinPotts Thank you so much for your kind wordsI hope it wasn't an overshare
I was very cross with myself for going backwards for so long that I'm very happy to be back in the supportive fold of the forum community
Aw thanks!
I have lived my whole life in a circle of self harming with food but more so after my split with nasty ex when I ate anything and everything bad so I would become invisible. It was what I needed at the time but seriously regret it now...
When I was first diagnosed I was amazing. I took charge of the situation and was determined that was it for me...but then the stupid Expert course ruined me and I ended up self-sabotaging myself again for almost a year. I hit my all time record high with weight and bg but this place welcomed me back with open arms.
You can do this. You've done it before life threw you a major curve ball. I'm sorry about your loss. Life's a ***** sometimes but we gotta dust ourselves off and try again.
Discovering Jason Fung has probably been a life saver for me.
Feel free to join in whenever you want. We're in this together!
Here it is...
http://www.dietdoctor.com/reverse-t...il&utm_term=0_41db911777-38c3415bed-463273601
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Borderline T2, serial yo-yo dieter but firmly sticking to LCHF with IF
Ben & Jerrys are evil twins!! I do salivate in the aisle where they live though...especially anything with peanut butter! I'm sure I could devise my own recipe but freezer is chockablock right now!
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Borderline T2, serial yo-yo dieter but firmly sticking to LCHF with IF
Forgot to test this morning. This heat is killing me and I was envious of everyone I saw out and about scoffing their ice creams. None of that stuff for me.....!
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Borderline T2, serial yo-yo dieter but firmly sticking to LCHF with IF
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