Hi Catza,
Thanks ever so much, I am having real problems trying to interpret the results as to what is going on with me. I am really grateful for your input and interpretation.
I understand i have dawn phenomenon etc but what this means in terms of insulin resistance and pancreas function indicators or liver function etc etc i don't even know if extrapolations like that can be made?
I think i should probably stop second guessing this that and the other and just carry on what i need to do and see where it leads as i lose more weight. It is probably unrealistic to expect such big bg improvements given what I weigh.
I hadn't actually noticed really, I was getting so hung up on the fact they are still double figures I didn't look any further into it. I do know it is still very early days and in a roundabout way have gained some time simply by virtue of the fact I bought the meter myself... it could have been a couple of years perhaps until I had a test at the docs.
As to the pro-active bit, after seeing what this disease did to my dad I am scared witless, I think anyone who had seen it would be doing exactly the same. Obviously we know and hear of all the complications and realise diabetes is a very serious illness but actually seeing it up close and personal over nearly 2 decades it massively puts the fear of god into you when the doc says you've got it. Of course, I should have known better before and lived accordingly, but it is always easier to put things to the back of your mind and think it won't happen to you. My favourite was procrastinating, tomorrow always seems such a nice word lol